DURRAHATIQAH<3

its you

2010-12-30T08:22:00.000-08:00

my bf is so sweet hehe i love you a lot.

Boo.

2010-07-05T09:20:00.000-07:00

WHY CAN'T I SLEEP? D: I CAN'T WAKE UP TOMORROW IF I DON'T.

stupid durrah.

Abdul Ameer.

2010-07-05T05:25:00.000-07:00

Oh this post is gonna be for pretty boy <3 Ameer. I'm sorry I didn't go today. Eventhough you called, eventhough you want to treat me first. I am sorry. But hey, keep the money aside, lets go out some other time ok? I owe you a day! You're the greatest guy friend I have. The one that listens to my problems and be there whenever I need you. The one that hangs around with the bimbo groups. Hahaha, you're the best. You're the one that snaps our pictures as memories. Even though you're not our cliques cup of tea, you sure are the kindest guy. You're the one talking to me when I've no friends. The one who came to me and persuade me when I'm angry . The one cracking up jokes. You're the one coming up to me and asked me what's going on when I shed tears. Sitting beside me and cheering me up. I'm glad we're sitting one table away in class. I could just smack you in the ass and talk to you, hehehe. I'm happy you're here in my life. Thanks Ameer! Oh you have to remember you're holding my secret ok? Hehehe. Oh, and go plan a day together! I owe you one! :p Wheeeee~ <3 happy belated birthday.

Bah!

2010-07-04T01:24:00.000-07:00

I've finished my maths homework! Superb. Oh and I was shivering in the room from just now. Beat that.

I A M S L E E P Y. harharhar. But no I can't sleep. I still have got english to finish and malay! D: A pea-brain girl says I suck in reading malay. Wth, I read totally the same as the other malays!! ): Should I go jogging tomorrow? Hmm. Its stay home sunday D: So boring. I want to go out and screaaaaam!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY PRETTY BOY.

hahaha, shall I go zoo or sg? D: Broke broke. But since there is an offer of nine bucks of the zoo entrance fee, should I go? Shush, I think I'm heading to sleep. Seeing a pea brain sleep makes me want to sleep. *_*

M

2010-07-03T20:14:00.001-07:00

HI MOK. <3 I LOVE YOU.

♥SHS.

2010-07-03T07:09:00.000-07:00

Oh, blogger. I miss you. Nyehehe. Shut up, I was bored. Oh please, its a stay home saturday. Oh, It was T's birthday yesterday. Happy belated birthday T! ♥ And bowling with cuz's was fun. Oh yeah. Eventhough I suck in the second game, weee~ Hehehe, NG was.... Harharhar, next time new one eh? :p Oh and thanks Kiki :D The ones that made my day ^_^

Heheh, I've been wanting a two finger ring! D: I want to head down to bugis to find it, got to have a lot of money. I am broke ): TWO FINGER RING!!!! D: I'm sorry A if I couldn't attend the SG. I don't have money with me, I'm sorry.

Eunice : asking?

Xueteng : Thanks!

Haine : Harhar, ok1 I get it. That means I am an one-eyed monster! D: hahaha.

Emie : Random siah you. Hahaha -.- Raining then wants umbrella.

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2010-06-24T03:07:00.000-07:00

WEEEE, I GLITTERED MY NAILS.

I MADE AN OOVOO ACCOUNT, I DUN KNOW WHY.

BUT MY CUZ SAYS ITS GOOD ^_^

NO FRIENDS BY THE MEAN TIME.

OH SUCKER.

YESYESYES, I AM HAPPY TODAY.

BECAUSE..... **

OH WHATEVER.

Holiday.

2010-06-23T05:39:00.000-07:00

The first day. Hehehe, and it was the first experience I had in the plane. Oh it does not matter if its an air asia plane. I'd be happy if its not firefly. I don't need an SIA plane to satisfy me anyway. I woke up at five, wait. or is it six? Then calling dear, telling him I'm going. But yes, its very hard to say bye coz I know I'll be missing him a lot. But we did. Heheh. I had all of my things packed. Yes, I thought I brought along a lot of my clothes. Its friggin heavy. Oh, we waited for two hours to board the plane. I sat in between the line. Oh, it wasn't my day to sit beside the window. Dahlia was dizzy. But Danial was hyper. Oh, and when the plane started to go fast, it was scary. No, really scary. Yes, first time -.-

I ate pizza in the plane. It was only a cheese pizza and there were two slices of it. Guess what, it's not even the nicest pizza. Infact, its the worst. Too hard to bite. But its ok :D I got some chicken rice to munch on and a lot of chocolates to keep me biting. And, I had to swallow a lot of my saliva so that my ear's won't get blocked. It gets blocked a lot of time!!

When I got off the plane, heat just surround me. The weather there is friggin hot. I guess you need to put a whole lot of sunblocks so that you won't have sunburn all over. And I did that for the five consecutive days, really crazy. When we reached the Langkawi airport, we had to wait for a rented van that mum had booked. To my surprise, the van was a total shit. An ugly van, with cushions torn, and a smelly aroma! The air-con isn't working too!! So we rent another van, a 12 seater van. Yes, it was so much better and comfortable!On the way, I enjoyed the breeze of wind with the windows half opened. And I've been asking mum if the hotel was big, and does it fit our family and stuffs. Going in the small little entrance, the sunset beach resort. It wasn't a hotel after all. It was a chalet. My first impression was, 'Ew, this is ugly' Yes, if you see the state, you'll be like me. The reception was a tiny room.

This is the reception. Very tiny huh? And you prolly could feel the air-con. A big HAHA. And when I walk through the pathway that leads to my chalet, I was disgusted. Ok, sorry. I wasn't supposed to feel this way but yeah. The plants were very tall and it wasn't trimmed, it climbs up the chalet walls. But as soon as I opened the door of the chalet room, I was shocked. It was nice, pretty. I looked into the bathroom, antiques all over. pretty scary, you'll feel like you're in kampung houses. There were two king sized beds and one single bed. It is super spacious!! I was drifted apart. I changed my clothes and put on sunblocks. We had lunch nearby the chalet and then off to sightseeing.

It was a pretty scenery. But indeed, its hot and it was above the hills which you have to climb huge stairs!! Then we went off to the chalet coz it was a long journey and it will be twilight soon. It was fast huh? Yes, we went fishing after that :D jiggidy~ I caught two fishes!! After that, we went shopping!! I wore my pretty tie dyed pants which isn't common in sg. Oh, who wears that nowadays right? Hehehe. We went shopping and we ate seafood for dinner! Yummy, tom yam! Oh the guy who took our order looked and smiled at me a lot, _|_ tsk.

Walked all the way to the chalet. Dad bought squids for fishing. I followed dad to fish. Diyana, Danial and Dahlia were in the room, tired and wanting to sleep. I fished till one and mum was tired. I followed her home and watched tv to wait for ayah. Ayah returned and slept. I was alone in the room. I slept not long after I read the things dear sent me that I wrote it on a notebook :x Silly.

First day in Langkawi.

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I got to wake up early due to breakfast. I was forced. Everything was taken away from me, my blanket, my pillows to wake me up. My siblings even tried jumping on my bed to wake me -.- So irritating. I ate jams with bread and half boiled eggs. Yummy. Went back to the hotel room, dried up my hair and put on lots of sunblocks. Oh, we went sightseeing!! It was a nice place was humid!!

A BIG STATUE OF AN EAGLE!! Nice! :D Oh the eagle is big, even the words 'LANGKAWI' are taller than me! It was eagle everywhere coz Langkawi represents eagle. That was what I read. Lang came from the word helang which means eagle. While kawi.... Er, brown? Yeah. So its brown eagle, langkawi. Hehehe :] After that, we went to a shopping center to ease ourselves. It was humid, so we need an air-con! Ate mac'd. Oh the meal comes with a sundae! Uber cool right?

Then we headed to a pond to dip in our legs. Guess what, it has acid in it. And its hot! I dipped in my leg too. Easing yourself by this kind of method. :) I love it. I got to see a lot of buffaloes dipping themselves in a pool of mud. They must be hot too. Pity. Heheheh.

Destination : Black sand beach. The sand was in black! Cool~ But we didn't have time to take pictures coz all of them are busy shopping. Damn it.

Next destination is the cable car!! Ooooh, you really will have your hair standing up if you ride it! Because I did. It was on top of the hills. Very high hills! The cable car was shaking and it was fast! We were 705m above sea level. Can you imagine how high we were. I bet you can't coz we were in the clouds. Hehehe.

We then walked passed the bridge. And the bridge only has two friggin' metals to support it. It had a cold breeze and my legs were shaking. Even the bridge was shaking but I jumped around! I had a hard time climbing the stairs too! Brrrrrr. After that, we went down the cable car. Mum bought picture. The picture we took was ugly. And there was a guy who was the photographer. But Diyana was bragging about how cute he was! -.- What the hell was her problem. Oh, he told my mum how cute her children were. Oh please. Hehehehe. And he asked for my name. Pffft :p Nahhh, -.- Then, Dahlia and Danial went flying fox! Hehehe. They're happy and I got to know this cute little boy! Awwww, :] he's a pretty boy!

I saw three snakes in a table and mum dared my to hold it! IT WAS SCARY!!! You can see my cramped face! HARHARHAR, stupiddddd. And I was screaming the whole time, shouting mum the whole time. Hehehe. Oh we thought of riding a go-cart. But ended up riding this..

Helicoaster~ Harhar, sounds funny? -.- Yeah, its a helicopter. But sort of a roller coaster which spun around, above and below. I was seated in front, next to the driver. Weeheee, and we had to put our headphones! Oh it was once in a lifetime, so we rode on it! :D Chalet after that and....

Pedicures and Manicures. The fun part is, I get my nails colored. The not fun part is, the ones doing our nails are hetrosexual!! D: hehehehe, but very pretty. I guess if Shafiq is there, he'd run like he's being chased by a dog :x Heheheeh. Lullaby.

Second day in Langkawi.

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Wake up in the morning, breakfast again. As usual. Jam and bread. Headed to Mahsuri's Mausoleum. Yes, I got to know about Mahsuri. The history of her. She was pretty and kind. All of the people envied her. Even her sister in law. Her sister in law was jealous of her and she made untrue stories about Mahsuri and told her husband, the brother of Mahsuri's husband. Mahsuri's husband was out on a mission. Mahsuri had a baby boy. Mahsuri was tortured and stabbed but she didn't die. She led out a truth that only the family keris could kill her. She was stabbed using the family keris and before her last breath, she sweared that if the story was a lie, Langakwi wouldn't be at peace till the seventh generation. Yes, after she died, flock of birds flew on top of her giving her shade from the hot sun and Langkawi isn't at peace till the seventh generations. Hahaha, reading the history about it was cool~

After that, went waterfall! Oh it was the nicest place!! Yay yay yay! I love the water. It was chilly cold. Dad asked us to go in with our clothes coz we didn't have extra clothes :D But I love it! :) After that, back to chalet!

Parachute in the beach!! We were pulled by a speed boat and I could enjoy the breeze~ The guy behind me was interviewing me asking me sort of questions. Harharhar. I could see the sunset, beautiful! Then when I got down, I fell. Harharhar, then joked with the people there. Omg, such friendly people. Even though they're strangers. But they're funny. They helped me up. wth, so embarrassing. Oh, but after the parachute, I broke down -.- My favorite bangle is lost D: sorry dear. Yes, I ran back to the chalet. Thanks to Diyana who pushed me in the sea and my bangle got lost. ): Ate dinner, shop and sleep.

Third day in Langkawi.

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I woke up late for breakfast but I rushed over. Its the day to go KL. The last day in Langkawi. Oh, it was raining. Hehehe :D and anyway, I wore long sleeved. Err, went airport. Waited for the flight and took the flight. The flight to KL was giddy. Yes, bad weather. Heheh :) and the person behind me was kicking my chair _|_ Tsk, small children. But its ok. Reached there, abang came and went to the hotel. We had two rooms. Hehehe, me and Diyana went straight to the phone and I called dear! Weeehooo, his voice was like, 'hello? hello? who's this?' Harhar, and then when I told him who I was, he was like, "EH? where are you?" HARHARHAR, cute! But we only got on the phone twice! D: But its ok, I am glad I got to hear his voice!!!!! Then had room dining! Yumm. After that, played the internet for RM6. hehe -.- and slept by the pool.

Oh, dinner was great! A buffet! I obviously ate a lot. The waiters there smiled and smiled :D hehehe. We were the last to leave that place. Went back to the hotel. Watched soccer. Oh my god. 7-0 hehehe. Then watched mr bean and camwhored.

Sleep.

Fourth day in KL.

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Oh, i woke up late on the last day! Hehehe :D I had breakfast without bathing coz its only till 10. So we rushed. Even abang and diyana didn't bathe -.- Oh, breakfast was nice. I love bacon. I was super excited to go home and text! :D hehehe, you should know why. My heart thumps a lot. I got ready fast, I didn't go swimming. Hmm, then we went KLCC and then to KLIA. hehe :] Bought a lot of chocolates that added up to 200.

Then went starbucks to drink coffee. And rushed for the flight, we were late. Up the flight, I sat with

Danial and Dahlia. Super naughty. Danial kept kicking the chair and I was controlling him. Pfttt, oh, Diyana say the steward was cute, Koh Min :D hahahaha, koreaaaan~ He talked slang. Ooohh. Hehehe, oh. When I arrived at the airport, Dahlia was being silly. Then Syakirah and her dad took us home. I was skipping on the way to the van when Syakirah told me dear was sick. I stopped skipping and asked her a lot of question. My mood got down, but its ok :) At least I got to text him. Oh, me and Diyana ran to the lift and ran to the corridor to check our phones, heheheh. I took my phone and there was two messages and six missed calls. Harharhar, dear was super cute to update everything! ^_^ I thought he wouldn't. Then there were some unknown number that called. Hehehe. Oh, I am glad I could talk. And I missed him.

Oh bimbo's, I have something for you guys. BFF's. Lets meet up!

I have not done my holiday homework. I am too lazy. Come on durrah!!

Haine - Hahaha, yeah, a very pretty boy, cute^^. Harhar, slanted fringe \m/ Oh, you had it too? and you snipped it off? How come? :D heheh. Thanks Haine, hehe. Rihanna? Ehh? Unbelievable, hahaha.

Steffi - Oi bimbo, I miss you too lah. Geog project plus meet up!

Farina Sasau - Hahaha, cool~ Thank you Farina. Hahah, yes, I will link you soon.

BOOOOYAHHHH.

2010-06-22T09:04:00.000-07:00

HI BLOGGER. I MISSED YOU SO MUCH. :D HEHEHE.

I just came back from KL. It was tiring but I had fun afterall.

There's so much to say and brag about!!

But nahhh, won't do it here.

Weeheee, I miss dear.

♥♥♥

2010-06-17T10:51:00.000-07:00

I'm going Langkawi in five hours!

And I'm hanging on the phone with dear.

Hehehehe.

I'LL MISS HIM <3

Haine - Yeahhhh, its a boy! :) He has got long hair \m/

Jiaqian - hehehehe, thanks! But i still love your hair.

SM.

2010-06-15T21:46:00.001-07:00

Oh, I really didn't get enough sleep.

Dear is coming over!

M.

2010-06-15T07:06:00.000-07:00

Ohoho, I kind of miss my long hair. Even though its just a day. My hair is light, hehehe :D I feel bold. I think I need to jog again. My body feels heavy. Oh, i jogged with dear that day in the morning. He sure is crazy to sprint, when I jog. And my jogging is his walking _|_ That pisses me off. I jogged like a turtle. Oh I am packing my clothes in my lime green luggage, hehe :D

Qingwen - HAHAHHA, I KNOW!!
Haine - Heheheh (: Yeah, its a boy. Other than Shafiq. Ok, those two are boys. Not confused already? Hehehe.
Eunice - Right Eunice, you are.

byebye.

2010-06-14T07:01:00.000-07:00

Oh, I just snipped my hair off.

Hi new hair.

Lemme be used to you.

Airplanes.

2010-06-13T04:21:00.000-07:00

Should I cut my hair short? Like really short or even above my shoulders or should it be on my shoulders?

I don't really have the confidence to cut my hair short, remembering the past.

But that was the past.

I couldn't imagine how my face will look like with short hair.

But mum has book an appointment in the salon to cut my hair and rebond it.

Should I go?

I'm scared I'll regret it and end up putting alot of extensions for the whole hair till it grew back.

D: what should I do?

Oh, I'm going Langkawi and KL from 18-22.

And I love my luggage.

Lime green.

Gonna sit down there looking at sunsets.

Rara- Oooooh~ HI MIRAAAAAAAA! :D

Haine - Hahahahah. what? Is there any pretty ghosts? Scary~ Hahah, thanks anyway. And the one whom i webcammed with is a boy :D hehehhehehe.

Qingwen- Rahhh? Hi wennnn?

Dyana - Thanks for tagging :)

Eunice- I am serious! Not as good as yours.

w~

2010-06-10T06:06:00.000-07:00

WEBCAMMING WITH DEAR AND TAQEE. CUTE ^^.

OH YES, TODAY IS WEBCAM DAY.

I WAS ON THE WEBCAM THE WHOLE DAY! :D

HEHEHEHE, COOL.

i love giant.

FATS!

2010-06-08T07:10:00.000-07:00

VAMPIREEEEEEEEEE.

Omg, where did my tags stop? _|_ shit.

Qingwen - Eeyer you so bias.

-PPPP

-nah

-just

-gotcha

-hahahah!

-okay

-so lame

-hey hey hey.

-RED PAINTING! (: HAHAHAH!

-Sssssssssssssh!

-You're so sweet!

(Wth? Hahahaha, I'm sure you've nothing better to do last time. heheheh, and red painting is long long over! psssssssssst, I'm wet! heheheheh)

Eunice -Hi

-hey

-hoi

-hello

-yo

-wassup

-dude

-Hallo.

-aiyo. it's invisible. Invincible, you know what or not? not able to defeat or overcome. -.-

(-.- same as Q lah you. Ahyeeerr, my english isn't that good anyway. You know also what -.-)

FathenSatSot'Keai - Thanks for linking me PREETY (: Hehehe . Tagged .

(heheeh, no problem :D)

debra - hey , tagged !liink me (:

(hahahaha, debraaa! Hi, will, soon.)
shalyn - [link]
-[link], hehe, tangan gatal uh!

(hahahahaha, :D cool~ k)

Tiara - wooots ~ sombonggggg ! fake . taggies ♥ :D

( hahahahha, mane adeeeee :D hehhehe )

hanisha - i love ur fringe

-can i have ur msn?

(Hahhahaah, thanks :D 'durrahatiqah@live.com.sg')

steffi - aint i th nicest help you post leh *winkwink*

- HEHHEH I AM KABITAIIII! (:

-qingwen you dont want us to start on th ahems

-pig , IKIDEA! HAHAH!

(HAHAHAHHA, babi! What kabitai? Its kavithai, i know more about him than you do :p He is my bf. EWWWW. hhehehehe. IKIDEAAAAAAAA \m/)

hyraa g? - hey babe tagged!

-hey babe ! nice candid shot .. btw how's exam ? okay

-*was it okay ?

-hey nice skinn babe !

-yeah mine too i mean wrong url ...

(Hahahaah, hi hyra ! Thanks for tagging :D oh, exam? fine. heheheh. yours? how's the results? Hahahah, thanks. I'll change your url ok? :B)

Dyana - Tagged(:

-Tagged<3

(:D)

Rarah- Taqqed pweety head ! Good lucq in M.Y.E !

-Taqqed pweety head ! ((:

-relink !

-Taqqed Durrah ! Sweet ! (:

-Preety head ! Taqqed me bk aitee ! Cutiiee pieeee ! ;D

(Thanks for tagging! :D COOL. will.)

Haine - nice blogskin. HAHAHA

- I love your June 03 post's photo! So cute and innocent^^

-weeee, i love your blogskin. So cute! Like you ;D

(Hahahaah. Thanks Haini! :D :D No lor, it looks like hantu! \./ hahaha, :))

Fyqah - D U R R A H ! Hye , tagg tagg!

-Hye ! Tagged ! Tagg me bk yeah . :D

( HAHAHAH, hi fyqah.:D oh ok. I will)

Alyssa - I Moved To Tumblr.PLEASE RELINK,Thank You!

(ok :D)

Emie - TAGGED~ (:

-babe! it's the wrong url yknow! (:

-AH! SAME NICE RIGHT ?! :D

( hahahahha, yeah, i realized. I'll relink :) Yahhhh! HAHAHA, pink! FTW.)

Noreen - Tagged pretty <:

(Thanks for tagging ! :D)

Dedee - HEy Durrah, I was here. TAGGED.

-Hey tagged (:

(Thanks for tagging!)

Johnny's girl - I thought you don have tagboard

(Since when are you Johnny's girl? -.- Hahaha, blind :p)

Tammy - Hello !! Tagggedddd

(Hi tam tam! :D)

Suria - DURRAAAAAAAAAAH! , hai.:)

(HAHAHAHA, YO SURIA! )

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I DID IT.

Oh yeah! I wanna say bye bye to my fats. Burn fats! That's the way!

Jogging today with Steffi, ten rounds.

Thanks for the advices.

And high knee sprints are super tiring.

Jogging with cousins tomorrow.

And then jogging with Steffi on Thursday.

Its a jog jog day!

Oh and dear, get your ankle working and come jog with me! :D

Oooh, friday jogging? Hmmm.

Diyana is coming back tomorrow!

Bimbo forever friends.

2010-06-04T07:31:00.000-07:00

'The very first bimbo in the class'

Hehehehehe :D Oh, class barbeque was indeed fun. Very very fun.

Not gonna be a long post today, very tired.

I regret sleeping when dear went out of singapore. sorry ):

Kite rindu awak, balik cepat ok?

randoms.

2010-06-03T06:00:00.000-07:00

I WANT TO PLAY LAYANG-

LAYANG.

I DON'T WANT TO PLAY

KITE.

_|_ ?

i want see bird bird fly.

shit.

ngammmmmmmmmm, you die.
lets go.
ghost. cb.

screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam.

2010-05-31T06:20:00.000-07:00

Oh mum and dad is coming back tomorrow~

Oh yeah, picking them from airport.

Lets die.

2010-05-29T03:38:00.000-07:00

I guess without mum and dad, this is disastrous. I slept at two yesterday because my space was limited and my legs just felt numb. Really numb. So I kept twisting and jostling my siblings. heheh. Woken up at nine by Dahlia and Danial, super irritating. Kept jumping on the bed to keep me awake-.- Bathed and then to mak's house. I wore my night sleeping clothes to there and wanted to go home when they asked me along to eat. So I was forced to go, wearing my night clothes to cwp. How nice can that be huh? -.- So embarrassing. Mak treated us breakfast. Went home around two thirty. I did some of my homework and I slept while waiting for dear's text. The greatest worry today is knowing that my siblings as well as the maid were gone and not in the house. I ran to fetch my keys and walked out of the house. Running to the playground, i don't find them there. _|_ how worried am i. I tried calling Diyana but as usual she always don't reply my text that fast and don't usually call back. I wanted to call dear to chill me down coz I'm worried but i didn't coz i thought he's studying. I went back home, the moment I stepped in the house, they were there. Dumb, don't even know how to tell me where they're going. My peace in the whole room alone is the best when stupid two people fights over a place. Good thing they're being grounded by me. fcuk -.- cb, I'm mad. I need someone to talk to.

ggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrr

2010-05-28T18:59:00.000-07:00

Bammmmm. Hi.

Mum and Dad is at Bandung now :D Dear came over to my crib yesterday. Played badminton in the rain. Oh, nvm. I just love yesterday. Weeeee ^_^ takecare of yourself there mum and dad. Lets party siblingzzzzzzz. I'm tired _|_ ZzZzZzZz.

_|_ shuddup.

2010-05-27T05:32:00.000-07:00

Have you ever called yourself stupid and cursing yourself?

Coz I do and I do realize it now.

x-country, it was the first time I really ran for an occasion. Yes, it was really the first. Believing in myself that I can do it, i paced with J and X. Around the center, I just can't make it. But with them leaving me, I supported people who pass by me and also supported myself. I kept talking to myself, telling myself that I can make it. But at the end of the line, i just didn't try my very best D: The disappointment just rise up. I couldn't do anything anymore. Breaking down was the very last thing I did. Even though some people say getting 21 isn't really a bad number, I just think it is. Hm, maybe I was too stupid that I didn't try that hard. I just give up too easily. But really a big thanks to my classmates and some other people who cheered me up when I broke down into tears. Aw thanks. And congratulations to Steffi on being the first! :D

Dragon boat. Oh it was the best. The rest was leading at first and then we made it till the finishing line first. Oh it really rocks \m/ A really big thanks to ms dianah who cheered really really loud. Oh yeah~

Ptm, oh. I came late. Results. I failed my history. Oh well, I have never passed history. And yes, dullah brought his camera and took a lot of pictures :) WEEE. with dear till 1 and off home. Sufi was in the house. Played psp with him -.- Oh i suck. Then bed! :D

x.x jealousy do strike huh?

D's.

2010-05-25T06:14:00.000-07:00

We're such a dork. The dorky siblings.

School, normal feeling. Since its the last day, I got my ass jumping. Hmm, dragon boat was fun. We thought we'll lose and die. But team spirit was there. Cute! ^_^ I reached home super super late, hehehe. Missed a lot of buses, went down a lot of buses coz I wanted a seat. :p Bah! Oh, I gave dear a back ache! ): Sorry! Sports carnival tomorrow. I'm gonna run :D weehoo. All the best.

sheeeeeeezzz.

2010-05-24T07:14:00.000-07:00

I'm gonna be so busy. Class tee's pretty. Only that its big :p Damn.

I own a tumblr <3

Times together.

2010-05-23T08:35:00.001-07:00

I had fun today. Thanks to my siblings. Made my day. I'm glad Danial is independent :D Hehehe.

Video calling dear. Hehehe. :) weeee.

right now,

2010-05-22T06:11:00.000-07:00

I've been lazy to blog. Oh pig. And today I met up with dear, I wanted to see him play soccer. So he picked me up and off to school. Bummer, I wore slippers so I can't go in. Dear went in for soccer, and I waited under the block alone for an hour talking on the phone with Steffi. Diyana and Sufi then came awhile later. Watched dear played soccer till five. Spent time with him till 6.30. Diyana sat at the bench alone-.- Oh please. She melted a lot-.- wtf _|_ Whatever lah. I love today. weeeeee~

BABI BOY <3

Bestest.

2010-05-18T06:00:00.000-07:00

I really had fun today. Despite of the bad results, I had fun. Results was a bummer. Oh, 3 fails. D:

Oh yes, today I went home straight after school. Due to no key, waited outside the house for five minutes. I've got a doughnut and chewing gum from Dahlia. She wanted to give dear one too, but I totally forgot about it. Since when is she so kind and generous? Hahaha. So I got ready. Yes, I was late. So dear picked me up and off to cwp. We got the back row seat. Overall's, movie is great. Too touching! (L) Walked back home with dear. Oh the cigg I took from Sufi was given to dear. Awesome. So sat outside the house. Oh oh, I like the retarded photos we took! Yikes. Dear played guitar :D weeeetuweeeeeet. Then he went off. I got these two cute sweet teddy bears from dear. I thought it was an eraser. :D heheeh. But its sweet. Cute! Oh, normal timetable tomorrow ): and training. Got to go o sleep early. HICCUPS, GO AWAY! D: i wanna eat! And mum, stop scaring me! Grrr.

Literature - I AM FAT. hehehehe. *ruined*

I LOVE MY BABI BOY.

Shape it up.

2010-05-17T06:57:00.000-07:00

I have to watch The Last Song. And oh no, I am not happy with my results. Oh man, but there's still EYE right? ^^ Good thing Vithi and Timothy are there to chill me. Jolly! I have to sleep. No struggles. I had a very bad dream just now when I took my nap! Ooooh, scary! F. No it will not happen. I hope I won't get any bad dreams later on at night. *cross fingers*

D:

2010-05-15T09:08:00.000-07:00

Malaysia now! Oh yes, will be back tomorrow. Man, I cut my fringe. I don't know what my fringe is like but its short. Oh well, its by the help of Diyana and my not so trusted hands! D:< grrrr. I've been calling and messaging dear when I'm in malaysia. Oh man, I miss him alot ^_^ I missed Qingwen's birthday party and the class outing D: I am sad! Its not fair. Oh well, my bad. Shut up Durrah! I'm tired. *opens eye* Hehehehe. Nightzzzzz.

Bum.

2010-05-12T22:49:00.000-07:00

I feel like Cinderella today, fitting on my shoe into Diyana's big feet,tying it up. Choosing clothes, taking it out. Taking and doing everything for her. She owes me a big time. _|_ Shizzzz, I'm at home rotting. I feel sick, have not eaten rice for weeks. I just don't feel like it. I wanna go Malaysia! ): Gotta go with Diyana tomorrow. My cousin has been dragging me to go with her from 233413weeks. So, maybe I'll come with her on Saturday! :) I keep forgetting things. And somehow I got this feeling of failing my exams. How can I enjoy my days? )":

i want to clear away my closet and buy new ones to replace it, but its impossible. I wish I'm rich. I wish i was working now, then having my own money rather than depending on someone for money. But i know I'm too young. Too young to get a work, too young to be independent. So far, mum gave each of us six bucks as we spent 100 bux a week. Oh, too bad I will have to live with six bux for 18 days. Which means I will have to spend only 30 cents a day. _|_ I don't think I can live with it anyway. But its ok, since I'm always hungry and I'm always annoyed by the grumblings in my stomach, I'll bring lunch boxes everyday. Oh so what, I'm poor ): I want a new phone which has 16 gb inside so it won't get stuck every time my memory card is full. I want a pretty cute thumb drive so that I can just install pictures in it part of my memories. I want a film camera and I want to decorate it pretty in pink. Oh yes, my phone has been cracking up, my cover has been screwing it because it opens up every time i dropped it. Ok, even though I didn't drop it, it still opens. Bummer! I need to decorate it again, oh yes! I want to be rich on June holidays. Gonna spend my time in Malaysia having full rest, if I'm happy with my results. I better be. Mum and Dad is going to go Bandung soon. Oh they're gonna shop! D: I took Sufi's cigarette, oh I am sure Diyana is going to kill em if she knows. Hehehe. But I'm not going to do anything with that cigarette anyway. *right* I am supposed to search designs for my hari raya clothes. Lovely.

"Dear stomach, please shut up. I'm not going to eat till you stop!"

"Head, give me a warning first before you drop. You're too heavy and I'm dizzy."

I'm poor.

2010-05-12T05:47:00.000-07:00

I wanna be a billionaire so fucking bad. _|_ No money. Shizzzzz. Roar, Steffi. Lets have it again. But not with you going out with your other friends last minute D:< Ameer is a great help these two days. Thanks guy! I have to sleep very well these few days since exam is over. Eyebags, you've got to go away from my eyes. Stop sleeping below my eye! Grrrr.

Malaysia on Thursday, Friday,Saturday! Weeeee~

Should I go? No, Yes, No, Yes? Mannnn D: I don't wanna interrupt.

Poof

2010-05-11T04:20:00.000-07:00

Oh hi, i had fun.

Bimbos, you have to come!!

*SUCK MY INVISIBLE COCK*

Bimbos

2010-05-10T06:16:00.000-07:00

Oh bimbos, lets go scream our lungs out tomorrow! Steffi cheong, forget the past! Scream it all up when we get there. We're so gonna shake the whole world, oh yeah! :D

Qingwen, Its ok if you can't come. We'll have fun next time! :D

Eunice! Don't everytime angry lah! :) weeeeee.

Ameer, come with us if you want Limbo! :)

Oh, superb colorful. Karaoke tomorrow!

Ups and downs

2010-05-09T07:31:00.000-07:00

Oh yes, I definitely had fun today. Ok, sort of? I slept at 3 in the morning due to talking to dear on the phone. As usual, a Sunday morning. Dad went out of the room, shouting for us to get up and be ready. Oh yes, his voice really wakes us up. But too bad, we fell asleep by the time he went back to his room. I'm always the last pig who got scolded for waking up late and always rushing to the toilet to get myself ready too. So apart from waking up late, breakfast can't be eaten. Oh jolly. On the way, I slept. Yes, I was too tired to even bother about the humid weather Singapore is having. We were late, oh we're always late anyway. But I hate the feeling of being late and getting to sit at the back of the class which no fans are directing. Ok, literally no fans. Urgh, but due to my sleepiness, I slept in class for an hour. Yes, but I was sweating. _|_ Shizzzzzz. I didn't eat during break time. Oh, dammit, who cares. After that, home. Oh, mum was fishing at a nearby drain. What was she thinking? Hahahaha. Cute! Home. Mum thought of eating b-b. Yes, I prepared it. Cut fishballs, hotdogs, crabsticks and meat! Woohoo, I ate a lot today. Oh, I'm going to be fat! Yeah, I can't continue anymore. Got to go force myself to sleep as there's exam tomorrow.

mothers.

2010-05-08T11:19:00.000-07:00

Oh hi.Yeah, Far-east today. Just to buy mum's present.Walked the whole of Far-East and my leg got numbed.Hahaha, we bought a dress :) White~ It cost me a lot. Never mind, anything for my mum :) So I'm going to be very poor this month. Trained to Yishun. Walked around North point to find restaurants. Decided to eat at Breeks. Yeah, I treated Diyana. What a good sister :D Hahaha, I ate lagsane and she ate a half chicken. She keeps telling me she wants fries, so yeah. Ordered waffle fries. Took our own sweet time to eat~ Took the bill, surprisingly. Hmm, paid for it then rushed home. Ok, baked cake.

Oh yes, mum! Happy Mother's Day! You're the one that gives me advices, the one that shows me to the right path. You're the one that takes care of me during my thirteen years and still now. You're the one wiping my tears, the one holding me strong. You scold me when I'm in the wrong to make me realize what I'm doing. i love you mum.

Downgraded

2010-05-04T02:33:00.000-07:00

Oh, bummer! History paper? Can I say there's no hope? That's true anyway, but no, I'm not going to be disheartened. So what if I only did one paragraph and chunk nonsence in that paragraph? Its ok, at least I've used up all the time given, an hour forty five. And at least I've raised up my hand several times just to get a new paper, doing drafts and stuffs. Oh, what a geeky girl. I'm not going to just give up the rest of the papers. Got to be strong for the exams! Science, I'm going to need some help. Oh, geography! Double help? ):

Oh mum and dad bought shoes! Oh man, jiggidy! :D Yay, Mum got a pink and black nike shoe. Oh, I love the pink! Hot striking. Diyana got a nike air max, purple, pink and yellow. Yeah, pretty~ I got a high cut nike dunk. Red! For the wind! Dad bought two for himself. Nice~ Heeeeehoooooo. Oh, cool. Thanks!

Qingwen says I'm thickskinned!

Lets start wishing. This is the time when you start stressing yourself, being crazy thinking that things are going to be your way. Its not.

Kill me.

2010-05-02T21:31:00.000-07:00

Hi hi hi. I have to study today! Bammmmmmm~

History exam is tomorrow! DEAD.

I've a feeling that MYE's going to be bad ):

Study? Wasn't in the mood.

I kept falling asleep reading history _|_

Sucks big time!

Maybe I'm gonna change my blogskin again-.-

Damn it.

fishes.

2010-05-01T23:05:00.000-07:00

GOING FISHING SOON~

<3 <3

Goodbye.

2010-05-01T09:12:00.000-07:00

EXAM IS HERE, *opens book*

D: D: man, I've got to endure.

I'm super nervous with my exams.

Butterflies are in my stomach.

Growing bigger and bigger.

Roaming around.

Shit.

Oh man, I miss you already~

Study hard for exams.

I love you <3 <3

CHEEEEEESE!

2010-04-24T06:18:00.000-07:00

Setting my alarm to 8.30 yesterday night, thinking I must wake up at that time to study. But I woke up earlier, 7.30 in the morning due to a vibration. I called several people up. Heh, sorry :x But i did try my best to call those people up. Sorry I wasn't any help. So I woke up and bathe and did some of my maths revision. Fll asleep :x Oh what a pig. Then I started baking marble cake and also cooking fishball noodles. Oooh, I finally know how to cook! :D nyehehehe. But I kept eating. Hehehe, couldn't help it. Farah also! She stayed over, but I slept early coz I was in bad terms with Diyana yesterday and I was super tired-.- Then ate. Woohooo, tears swelled up coz I ate alot of chilli's. Hehe. Then bought ingredients for cheesecake! Yay, baked cheesecake. SUPER NICE! omggggg, happy belated birthday Danial :P I'm planning to give him money and presents :D oooooh~ Slept for awhile. Ate cheesecake. Hmmmmm~~ Omg, I fell in love with it! Then went to a block party. Oh, saw adneen there! :D Hahaha, dear called then I went home. Man, I can't be sleepy at this hour can I? ): I've to start my religous habits. I have to. Anyway, I've started to tweet again! Follow me on twitter! <3 Find my name. Hehehe.

EXAM'S COMING EXAM'S COMING! I'M NOT READY YET ): I HAVE TO STUDY!!

[There's this India guy who called me. And I was known as Marie-.- Super irritating as he does not know how to speak very good english and I couldn't understand. But he kept calling me and I was too afraid to answer. Thanks to Ameer for calling him up telling him not to call me again!]

Cheer up Mira!

We're strong! Love you MS.

study dayyy

2010-04-23T01:51:00.000-07:00

hello humans yes,
steffi cheong wai san here *winkwink*i have no idea what ameer and durrah are doing
laughing at some random japanese book? tsktsk ,
lol kay durrah i've posted ^^ bye hunny bunniess
xoxo

steffistones

Left?

2010-04-17T21:10:00.000-07:00

SHOULD I GO LIBRARY TODAY? SHOULD I SHOULD I SHOULD I?

I HAVE TO BORROW SOME BOOKS.

BUT I'LL BE LEFT OUT-.-

LIBRARY ON A WEEKEND = CROWDED.

I'VE GOT NO BUCKS LEFT, HOW AM I SUPPOSED TO EAT?

Woohoooo~

rolls down

2010-04-17T06:47:00.000-07:00

Library! :D Woke up in the late morning and got ready to go to the library. As per-normal, I was late-.- Hehehe, then library. Dead boring. I studied only a little~ Cool or what-.- Yeah right! But dear got me laughing my ass of in the library and I feel like a stupid girl. We made a short comedy coz dear got hit on his head by his little brother. Hahah, cool~

Slaps head. *Piak* then stars above the head. Eyes rolling, birds tweeting. *Tweet tweet tweet* A sparkling purple and red bump in the head.

Woohoo~ Hahaha, it can't be explained like this but I swear its super funny and cool. After that, ate at banquet and home. Dear had soccer and I took a nap. Now dear is out to jb. Oh yeah, we talked about bapok and he was scared. Cute~ Hahaha. weak point! \m/ Ok, I've got to get going already. Baby sitting the D's :D aww~ They're super cute and have grown up already! Ice-cream, famous amos and chocolates, HERE I COME. *Peek-a-booooooooo*

Oh yeah, I have the greatest shock yesterday. Ew, bloody disgusting old man. Ergh, lucky me, I got back my conscious and ran for my life. Bloody irritating. With the smell of tobacco and the huffs and puffs in my face. You just said 'yo' and laughed? Urghhhhhh! The two cm lips and cheeks away and we're total strangers?! Ewwww. OLD MAN, GET A LIFE! I came back home out of breath coz I ran up and down the overhead bridge trying to run away from the old man. But lucky Shaufiq calmed me down and I got back my breath. Thanks guy! I'm trying to be strong!

You make the girl hurt, in pain making scars all over her body but you think its how you show your love. Dead wrong guy. Too bad I don't think you're right. Only stupid people thinks its a mosquito bite and believes it is. Hmm, the girl is badly fooled now and you're spotted! You're dead meat.

[Steffi, don't give up just yet. He's not giving you false hopes. He don't even know you like him right? Hey, gotta be strong! You can't just give up any time you want. Have the confident that you're gonna get it. Strive for it ok? Cheer up :D ]

Maybe gonna go fly a kite tomorrow, so grab your kites and off we go! I hope tomorrow's a windy day and I'll be the happiest girl tomorrow!

Steffi, you've got to be jealous! Your husband is flirting with me D: He says I'm sexy, I'm pretty and I'm cute :x And too bad he does not want to fetch you to school but he was forced-.- Hahaha, a man of craps also says he's gonna beat NorthVista 11 player's muscle. *Yeah right* Aim for all you want! You won't get his muscles! :p :p I wanna get muscles too. I get jealous ): And he's not going to talk about Fauzi's little star anymore. Or or, mount everest-.- Tsk, BB'S. Super cute lah he! Ok, enough on today.

Tags.

JiaQian - Ehhh? PRETTY! hahaha, Hi hi. I remember you :D

Steffi - I know~ Hehehe.

ShafiqahE - Hii Shafiqah! :)

Farah R - Heheh, sorry! :x But thanks :D

Vivian - Thanks, you too :)

Fyqah - Woohoo, Ok. Thanks :D

Guest - Hanisha? Ok :D Hi.

Dyana - Hehe, thanks :D ok.

Qingwen - Tsk! Bloody idiot! HAHAHA.

Shah - ...

Kesh - YEAH! YAY YAY. DIMSUMDOLLIES.

Jana - Soon :D Thanks!

MUHAMMAD SHAFIQ'S <3

Coz you make it miserable.

2010-04-16T06:30:00.000-07:00

Sometimes I do really wonder why things happen just in a sudden. With no one telling why it happen and who caused it. God gave us the heart to have feelings, only people don't understand what that means. Its ok, I'll just go with whatever that will happen. Gotta be strong! <3

Misses.

2010-04-16T03:41:00.000-07:00

Wow, six days of not blogging feels like a million of stories to tell. Oooh, where should I start? Hehehe. But it'll just be a summary :p

I'll start with..
Sunday 11th - Religous class in the morning and then cousins from Malaysia came. Went over to uncle's house as there was a birthday party. Cool! I kept coughing and I look like an old woman.
Monday 12th - School, dear fetched me up. Coughed all the way~ He brought medicine and mineral water for me and forced me to drink it up. I couldn't concentrate in class. I had not had my 2.4 as I was coughing all the way. I want to run! 'A' kept saying I'm so noisy. Thanks throat, you make me feel irritated!
Tuesday 13th - Dear fetched. My coughing weren't any better. Infact it worsen. I sounded like a sexy man. Hahaha, I get so annoyed with my voice and sometimes demoralized too :D hehehe, I'm a woman and I don't wish to sound like a man D: Its a disgrace. 2.4 not taken again. My friends were bragging on my sickness! And I think I infected Fauzi :x
Wednesday 14th - Dear fetched. Bball match, maths srp missed ):
Thursday 15th - Mc cafe in the morning with the normal cliques without 'QW' but together with 'J' and 'T', coffee makes me hyper. Super sleepy in classes. Boys in class kept bragging about 'Mount Everest' and 'fauzi's-little-star' -.- Superb! Especially the smelly piggy 'XJ' Had a fight with Steffi-.- As pernormal, its always Thursdays. Hahaha, bball training. Salon straight and my hair was cut off! *snips* I hate the look of the scissors touching my hair and the sound of the scissors snipping it away. I told the the lady I wanted to trim but to remain the length, but guess what, My tail is G-O-N-E! My fringe was next, I closed my eyes tight, telling her to just cut off anyhow she wants coz I didn't have any confident to look at it and niw, I find it like super ugly): I regretted. I kep staring at the mirror for hours sitting down and mending back my own hair. Screaming to myself-.- I'm a stupid girl.
Friday 16th - It was embarrassing having to show your new ugly fringe(): But its ok. I'm over it. But I'm sure I'm going to be a lot more vainer than ever! So a thousand and one mirrors plus a times two amount for combs and brushes. That will do the trick. I kept going to the toilet for mirrors. People commented on my hair. Lol. After school, Steffi's crib. Changed then Steffi went to cut bangs. K and T were there too. Bball after that. Oh yes, we then took pictures when we were relaxed after bball in S's room. K was superly crazy! (DIMSUMDOLLY) And I straightened her curly hair for her and she was super cute :) Hahaha. Videos were taken with our craziness. Oh, I love talking to my bimboes!

[Some people turned and look away when the other party tries to be nice?]

"Find a new love, forget your old one. A new pain or sadness will drive the old pain away"

Thanks for making my day K! *loves*

MSBS<3<3<3

throaaaaat~!

2010-04-10T06:42:00.000-07:00

I HATE COUGHING ALL THE TIME! ): AND, I don't like weekends. Weekends sucks to the max! Firstly I woke up at 10.45 with a shock. I suddenly remembered something and 'Oh shit' comes in. Diyana was pretty shocked too and thought I was dreaming. But I wasn't. :o Oopsy daisy, I did it again. It was morning and my day didn't start that well. Got a great nag from mum for not waking up early and leave my room all in a mess. Its not like a pig sty yet! I read two pages of a thick book and I gave up. Its almost like reading a twilight book. I'd rather watch in on tv than reading it coz it sounds so boring. Nevermind, Diyana sure have to borrow me a book! Otp with dear till his soccer started. After that, I played wii for awhile. Dance dance! Hehe, then I got bored. I ate half of a chocolate bar! Omg, crunchy~ *Loves* I wanted to sleep but I can't. So chatted with Mira awhile. Woohoo~ And then dear's soccer ended. Danish and Darwisyh came over as well as Syakirah and Nurul. I took a lot of pictures. I want to learn how to do cockeye! Ishhhh~ I can't do it without the help of my fingers! ): Nvm, dear have to teach me how! Hmph~! Errr, Danial and Dahlia is having their silat with Shakir, Sabrina and Irfan. I've been coughing all day long. My throat is itchy! I feel like screaming! Grrrr~ Bye ah!

Taggies :

Eunice - hahaha, ok!

Qingwen - Ok lahhhh~ Yeah, we will!

Rara - hehehe, never see properly~

Emie - hahaha, I knowww! Eww.

Tiara - Heheh, linked :D

Rarah - Haha, thanks! :) You're welcome.

Steffi - So greedy~ Take mr han lorrr. Hehehe, smelly pig.

Qingwen - Hahha, thanks!

Eunice - You knew about it, you don't care what! Heheh, we divorced but we're together already!

Sonia - Thanks pretty :)

Diyana - Saket setan! Tsk!

Dyana - Thanks :)

Qingwen - Hehehe, thanks to you whattt~!

Fatyn - Will soon~

Jana - Hahah, why? Thanks anyway!

Fyqah - Hi~~!

Noreen - Thanks (:

Kim - Heheh, Hi gorgeous! HAHAH, ok!

Adriana - Yeah! I remember you! HI HI HI!

Rahayu - Hey :D thanks. Hope to know you too :)

Joanna - OI CHIOBU! thanks!

Adriana - Ok.

Hyraa - :D ok.

Farah.R - Sorry lah, it was a joke. But thanks for the concern! (L)

joker - Hhahaha, thanks :)

Guest - Hahah, thanks! You are?

Eunice - I know, cock-eye!

Rara - HEHEH, you're welcome! Got lahhh~ Watery eyes! Hhaha, I love you too(L)

Tammy - Hi tammy! Thanks.

'Hello hello baby, you've called. I can't hear a thing.'

(L) woohoo.I LOVE YOU ; MSBS.

Lovessssss.

2010-04-09T07:00:00.000-07:00

Tiring full day I can say. Met dear near my house bus stop. He's always early-.- Bused to school. Did my malay homework and he did his geog. Then Steffi came telling me our picture was at the gallery. My face .. ): Nevermind. Then courtyard for assembly. Computer lab session wasn't fun at all. I did my work quietly then I only surfed the net for a while. I did for Vithi on behalf of XingJian and I had five bucks for that. I didn't know he'll give me money :x Hehehe, malay was ok. I did my workbook quietly then it was history. History was only give minutes. Regardless of late and Vithi's tucked out shirt that wasted a lot of time. Was let off at 10. Met dear awhile, he went to class, I went to the canteen. Match with Deyi sec, then home with Meixin, theresa and clara. Four person in the bus, cool~ The rest waited for the boy's match. Five hours of waiting, I'd rather die. In the bus, all of us were super hyper. Kept shouting, singing and jumping around. Alighted from the bus, 965 came. I wanted to run for the bus but it was too crowded. So I waited for the next. For so long, I stood up doing my own things with no one entertaining me, with the hot weather and the little droplets of drizzles. The next bus was crowded too. I got too impatient, but I couldn't do anything. I thought of taking a cab home but it'll waste my 6 bucks. I'd rather not. So I waited for the next one which comes 15mins after. I took 45 mins waiting for the bus, standing. That was the worst part. Saw kesh in the bus, talked to her awhile and I alighted. I rushed home and bathe. Running around doing things while Steffi and Eunice come over. They came an hour after I finished bathing. Took a cab to school. We were early but, who cares? Talked about, 'Fauzi's little STAR' -.- Hahahaha. Achievement day was boring at first. Speeches and prizes were given out. But I love watching the concerts from the performing arts. Super cool~ Qingwen was beautiful dancing. My pretty bimbo~~. Then went to eat. I didn't want to eat but was well forced by dear. I've got a lollipop from him. Woohoo, three altogether! Yay! skipped~ Walked with Mira and dear to np. Mira went to the interchange first. Dear went me to the bus stop and he went away. I almost slept in the bus-.- Wtffff~ Ok, super sleepy. Byebye <3

Miraaaaaa~ Don't be sad ok? Hahaha, I know you wanted to cry just now~ I could see it in your eyes! :D Its ok lah, Be strong! Hahaha, sorry for the improper, wierd pose in the end-.- Hahah :D cheer up bitch!

Some guys don't usually keep their words huh?

What does forever and all the years mean to them?

Stupid face^^.

Woo~ I love you.

The way it goes.

2010-04-07T06:31:00.000-07:00

School's ok. Last three consecutive days, dear fetched me from my house bus stop. School together. Match with NCH on Monday. My leg, cramped-.- Thanks to the jogging at home. I sweat like a pig! -.- But I lost a kg! WOOHOOO~ Only a kg, but it will be more. I'm on my diet! :D Yay :) I'm left a dollar for Thursday and Friday! Cool or what siah, how to survive? Nevermind, diet again~ heheh. I've got to study hard for MYE. Maybe three hours a day for revision? Hmmm, life isn't easy. Gotta strive hard. Got my maths test just now. Pretty dissapointed with it. Took my phone back from ML, then she talked and I cried. wthhhh~ ): Dissapointed. Its ok, I'll do better :D Home straight after SRP then 2 hours of doing maths. I can't really understand. Dad came home and saw me struggling with maths problems. He said he'll introduce me to his friend's son to teach me-.- Diyana got a job! I want one too, after MYE perhaps? Urrr, I'm so tired. I need a new phone! My cover kept dropping and my phone kept dropping too! Ohnooooo~ Anyway, I got tricked today, in the morning! Thanks dear and steffi! -.- Hahahahha. Okayyyyyyy~ Bye.

Thanks shaufiq for the advice :D

"Dimana ade kemahuan, di situ ada highway."

Cool~ Thanks Joker!

Relationships - of all kinds - are like sand held in your hand. Held loosely, with an open hand, the sand remains where it is. The minute you close your hand and squeeze tightly to hold on, the sand trickles through your fingers. You may hold on to some of it, but most will be spilled. A relationship is like that, help looslely with respect and freedom for the other person, it is likely to remain intact. But hold too tightly, too possesively, and the relationship slips away and is lost.

I <3 dear.

Thanks for everything!

WOOHOO.

Dates are the best!

2010-04-03T23:20:00.000-07:00

Anyway, yesterday's post was just a summary coz I was tired. So yesterday had a date! Considered a half double date? With Diyana and Sufi? Hahaha, so I woke up, got ready. A girl always gets ready in hours especially a bimbo :p I was talking on the phone with Eunice at the interchange when a guy came up to me, right infront. Firstly, I was blur. Not knowing who he was. Hahaha, so stupid of me. It was dear lah-.- Hahaha, then 812 to safra to bowl. In the bus, listened to music. Malay songs! -.- Haha, I don't really understand but its ok! :D Anyway, Haziq came too. So while waiting, wore our shoes and waited for Haziq. He came shortly after. Played bowling, I suck at bowling! Seriously, I prefer playing with Tsouma and Shinpei! Hahahaha, coz I really suck! :p Almost all the balls went in the drain? -.- Hahaha, dear kept leading! Tsk. Hahaha, then after a game, went to the bus stop. Decided to go vivo then Haziq went home. Bus to vivo was super long. I was really sleepy, but I did have enough rest. Stupid body, only knows how to sleep. Anyway, took a nap in the bus. And I was awaken by a bump-.- Wthhhh~ and then we arrived five minutes later. Nice~ Walked around vivo then headed to Toys R Us to buy Danial's birthday gift. 20 bucks gone~ Then headed to Ben and Jerry. I was craving for ice-cream and I finally had one! :D Sat near the water place and shared with dear :) He kept insisting to eat but he did. Hehehe, then decided to take purikura's. But the timezone in vivo are so ugly~ Ewww. Hahaha, so we thought of taking it in cwp. Walked around, vivo to harbourfront centre. Looked at ferries then went out talking about people :x Nyehehe. Looked at the seas, talking about sharks and stuffs. Super funny-.- Hahaha, then sat down, talking and met Diyana at the interchange. Dear walked so fast,dragging me when he sees a random guy walking half naked. Hahahah, so cute! I laughed my way-.- Anyway, we sat seperately half journey coz the bus was crowded-.- And I was sleepy. I wanted to sleep but I was scared I'll fall down-.- Hahha, random. Steffi told me she's at vivo too. WTFFFFF. Then half way, dear sat beside me. I thought of not sleeping coz I've never slept in the bus eventhough I'm tired~ But then, I did sleep and left dear alone listening to his songs. Sorry :x Hahaha, and I woke up like a crazy woman with my after-sleep face. So embarrasing! Walked home long way since it was drizzling. It was fun walking in the rain with him. Diyana and Sufi walked infront. Then there was silat, so we walked the longest way. Super freaky. Hahaha, then dear sent me at the lift and said goodbye* Hahaha, in the lift, me and Diyana freaked out! Haha, she saw me, I saw her. Wtf! -.- Hahaha, then both of us screamed in the lift. Crazy. Texted mum that we're home. She said she saw Sufi and dear at the traffic light and knew we're home. Hhahah, wthhhh~ So a day of spring cleaning thenad. Mmko is there and she talked about stupid stick! Oooh, he's so.. EWWW-.- sorry. Dinner time mum talked about shafiq, sufi, diyana and me. Dad wasn't in his chair yet. Then I kept banging the table making wierd noises so dad won't hear :x Hahahaha, after that ate dinner and I was off to me room. Then dad came in.

Dad- who were you with just now?

Me- Kakak..

Dad - Only?

Me- Errrr.. my friend.

*Diyana came in*

Dad- Eh? You also come here.

Me- *two thumbs up to Diyana* Hehehhe.

Diyana;me- Huh?

Dad;diyana- Who are you with just now?

Me;diyana- Oi, your turn to answer!

Diyana;dad- Friend.

me-*Staring into space*

Dad;diyana- How many?

Diyana;dad- Two.

Dad;diyana- Guy or girl?

Diyana;dad- Guy.

Dad;diyana and me- Two guys two girls? Why did you all lie?

Me;dad- Hahahah, coz.... we're scared?

Dad;diyana and me- Ohhh, korang dah pandai dating ehhhhh?

Me;dad- Ya allah ayaaaaaaaah~ Bukan dating lahhhhh :p Hhehehehe.

*Ibu comes in*

Dad;ibu- Hahhaha, tgok lah anak ayang ni, dah pandai dating.

Me and diyana- ooooooh~ *giggles*

Tsk, they all ahhh~ HHAHAHA, then ayah ask me to bring dear over if he wants another date. Omgg. Hahha-.- so kepoooo. Bleahhhhhhh! :p Then I went to sleep~~

Today had religous class. I was the last to wake up,always! Then ate mum's cooking and went religous class. I didn't sleep at religous class coz there was steffi entertaining me. After rc, home~ Wak cooked fishball noodles. Omg, so nice! Hahahha, I ate but cried! So spicyyyyyyy~ Hhahahah, ok. I'm gonna go revise and do my homework! Jiayou for tomorrow's match with NCH! :D Lets have another date! LP ok :D

I LOVE MUHAMMAD SHAFIQ BIN SAZALI.

xoxo*

Love you.

2010-04-03T07:06:00.000-07:00

The best day to start April!

I went on a date! :D

I love you!

Yipeeeeee.

2010-04-02T07:11:00.000-07:00

Cheers for hard work done!

Yay! :D :D

Ok, gotta get to sleep. No eyebags tomorrow.

Wooohoooo~ Lets go! <3

Without you.

2010-03-31T04:28:00.000-07:00

Today wasn't the way how I planned it either. It sucks, really. I couldn't get up from bed and then I was late from meeting S. So I meet S,T and J at the bus stop and I ran for the bus. The very first time I ran for a bus-.- Tiring~ I got very pissed in the bus before the stop. So I walked away meeting A. V was at the bball court then I talked to A of what happened just now in the bus. I just burts out into tears. I'm like emotionally hurt with what happened. Lucky A was there to console me. Thanks. I told dear what happened yesterday. anyway,classes was ok. But really, I have to admit I don't like classes today coz it suck. Sitting beside K makes me more pissed. With what he is saying and keeps asking me questions. I ignored him and did my own business. Dnt, S talked to me. I told her why I got so upset and then tears just rolled down infront of them. I was so lucky my classmates didn't even hear what I was talking to S and didn't realise. So A was there, talking to me again. He told me to stay by his side. Aww. Hmm, Dnt was .____. Recess, science then maths. I would explain no more about classes. Coz hours passed and its not getting any better. Met up with dear at the canteen. I did my maths that was supposed to be handed in at three, but I handed it in at four. I was trying my best to do it and not skip the questions but I did skip one-.- I can't understand! ): I have to study! Maybe I have to stop playing the computer but in order to do that, mum has to take away the laptop that is stuck forever in my room! Ok, anyway I only did my maths! -.- Then bball court, shoot balls. X was so smelly. Ewww, sweaty! Then met dear outside school. Got angry at J. For awhile only~ We're ok now :D Dad is coming home soon,I have to bathe. Sorry Shaufiq I wasn't that hyperistic today and I was too emotionally.

Today without you wasn't that awesome. No hyperism like how we used to. Coming to that, you started it from the minute I came up of the bus settling down with you. You didn't want to see me, fine. I took that as a joke. But its only just because of a message, S. I really appreciate that message, I saved that message. What would you want me to reply? 'I'm ok, cheering up?' But maybe its my fault for not replying. But I did to all your other messages right? You didn't want to talk to me, I was ok with that. Seriously, I don't mind you not talking to me coz I know it was a joke. I knew that well. But just because I ignored and I knew it was a joke does not mean you have to just kick me out of the bus, talking so loudly in the public and letting J pass the talking to me. I can hear that, S. I'm not deaf yet. And J can easily ask me out just like that? I'm like a dog being kicked out. I've got feelings too ok. I'm a human. Even animals have feelings. Its ok. I'll just say its my fault. I'll take it as mine )':

Teared everytime I think about you,

everytime someone talks about you,

Its always about you.

I'm gonna have to cheer up,

I have to be hyperistic.

I just can't.

Can't right now.

Thanks for the lollipop dear :D

suck.

2010-03-30T04:43:00.000-07:00

I DON'T LIKE TODAY! I HATE TODAY! TODAY IS SO SUCK-ISH! WHY MUST IT BE SO EMBARRASSING? WHY MUST IT BE TODAY? ):

Of course it is true when people say 'Life is full of embarrassments.' But I just can't take it. Its making me crazy! But thanks Kesh for cheering me up and consoling me when I cry. Thanks Vivian for helping me. Steffi and Qingwen for calling me up and talking to me relieving my stress. Ruikun for making me laugh. Love you all loads. Hmm, I talked to ibu just now and she cheered me up too. I don't feel like going to school tomorrow but I'll be wasting a lot of lessons and mid year examinations is coming ): Should I go?

2010-03-29T06:49:00.000-07:00

Why do people have sex, lose their virginity then break up?

Think about it lah. Go back with her and last till you marry lah. Crazy-.- Rather than she having a baby. You'll never know.

Stupid bitch.

2010-03-29T05:44:00.000-07:00

I'm waiting for dear to come back from Pharmacy. So I'll just blog. Anyway, morning for me today was totally a shit. I woke up and straight to the toilet to bathe. I rushed and then I vomitted. Goooodddd~ Then told mum I didn't want to go to school. But I didn't want to miss lessons too. So I bathed again and I took another skirt and attire and wore it. Janna was angry at me for waiting and I asked her to go first. Nyeheheh. Then I went to school. Steffi didn't want to take the same bus as me and she didn't tell me which bus she was in, so I boarded the bus. I waited for her at the bus stop till she arrives and then straight to school. Assembly today was cool. I love the dance the beatbox and the dj. Hahahaha, if only the school was more hyped up, huh? Had PE after that. I walked three rounds continuously. I didn't have the mood to run-.- Will only make me tired. Hmm, maths after that. I owe ms liauw something coz of the worksheet I forgot to hand in. Literature, I paid attention. Its about romeo and juliet, don't wanna miss it. Kesh kept saying I'm juliet-.- Nyehehhehe :p And the class calles me sexyyyyyy~ Hahahah, 'Dun act sexy lah durrah!' Hehehehhe, :p :p Overall, school is fine. Thad thinks I'm together with Ameer-.- Haha, coz he think we're close and I'm his gf! Ok, stupid. I went back home straight. Woohoo~ And then I did my history and I read my book~ Another 22 more pages~ Yayyyyyyy :D Mission accomplished*jumps* I had a stupid time at homw with a stupid crazy fellow! A bitch came home early today and I had to entertain her bloody nonsence. My abangs are numb and red! Bodoh~ I kept hitting her. Girls fight :D stupid ass! :p

Hi sayang! :p

I NEED A NEW MEMORY CARD!

2010-03-28T06:26:00.000-07:00

I was always too engrossed in texting you that I forgot about everything around me.

But I still love it.

Ayah went fishing and will be back on Wednesday! I'll miss you<3 Takecare! :D

Guess what, I was at home the whole day.. again. I woke up to go to religious class. I read my book all the way in religious class not paying attention. I didn't even talked to Diyana and kept reading my book. Then went to this garage sale. The house was narrow but they'll be going to Canada. Wow~ Then home. Dear text came in while I was searching for an article. Then I got engrossed with texting him, I left my article away dumping them in a corner. Today was the most boring day ever. I could have spent my time on going out meeting my friends but I stayed at home thinking I could do something useful. Diyana went to King Albert's Park to study and brought the laptop. That was how I shouted for sorrows. Hehehe, I kept begging her not to bring. My computer in my room has broken down and lucky there was Dahlia and Danial computer but I'm just not pretty used with the big screen. I prefer the laptop screen! Gahhhh! I called dear up for a while only~ Then the line got cut and then when I called back he didn't answer): Ummm, then he went for his soccer and I read my book. I slept halfway reading the book. I got two hours of sleep. weeheeeheee~ Then I was woken up by a vibration. Dear's text. I was glad his text came in and realised it or else, I would have been in my sleep from just now with my undone homework. So I read my book awhile and went to do my homework. I am lucky I finished it. I lost my maths book and I've been going around lending. Time to save up my money and buy a maths book for myself! But where am I going to get the money? ): Ok never mind. I finished my english. WTF is wrong with my phone? I have deleted a lot of pictures already! And still no memory space. Pig lah! And I have deleted all the messages! Cb siah! nvm lah~ Anyway, maybe will be celebrating Shawn's birthday tomorrow. Pig lah, no mood already! All memories wasted! CB!

Love you.

Its all about you.

2010-03-27T06:18:00.000-07:00

Hmmm, today is such a boring day. I woke up at nine, switched the fan on and slept till ten. I was so lazy to go to the toilet and bathe first so I looked at my past pictures from my phone. Haha, 7672 pictures from last April. That means, 11 months = 1672 pictures. Yeah, not much anyway. I went to bathe at 11. I was reading my book that I was so obsessed with when a text came in, It was dear. I put my book down and texted him all the way. Today's plan was cancelled but I wasn't angry. Why should I be? :D Shawn's birthday party was cancelled too but we had a small misunderstandings between my husband and qingwen. But in no time, it was settled. Sorry Shawn,I'll make it up on Monday ok? <3 you. I switched off the computer and settled down on the couch to watch what's on tv. I have not faced the tv for a week to two. But tv's are so boring nowadays so I took a nap but wake up every vibration for dear's messages. I did wake up on the vibration but it failed when I forgot to put my phone under the pillow. So I took a nap for an hour without realising it. I just dreamt about something then dear's face suddenly appeared. In shock, I woke up finding where my phone was and texted him. I was so lucky that he didn't leave Jb yet cause if he did, I would have already regretted everything that I did. Then mum asked me to go to my aunty house in Marsiling. Since I was the only one at home, Diyana went to school and the other two younger siblings were at the playground, I had to. Then dad was sleeping and overheard and told me not to go as he knows I'm scared to go alone. But his voice was sleepy so I asked them to sleep and I went. Thanks to dear and Steffi as they were the ones entertaining me by text :D Thanks lovelies. Dear reached Jb halfway and I was left with Steffi. Lucky I have my bimbo. Don't get angry ok? I told you to vent your anger at me but you insisted. Relax:D He cares for you that is why he does things like that. You have to understand. Hmm, I brought back Syakir back to the house as he is having silat later on. Then his mum was like, 'are you sure you can take him? What if people think its your son?' Hahahaha, wth. Then while going back, people were laying eyes on us. What the hell is their problem? -.- Reached home, preety relieved as I was tired. I'm sipping my coffee and eating a whole packet of chipsters. How happy am I to see that my fridge was full back again and there were two boxes of snacks! Omg, I'm going to get fat! :D And dearest mum bought me my body shop brushes. Yay! I finally had my own brushes! Now time to buy another make-up drawer as the previous one is full and I'll fill it up! *Love* Omg, thanks mum! Hahaha, at night my uncle came over then mum asked me to help her make 'roti boyan' Hahaha. Ok, I did helped with the potato, the chilli, the taste*:D* and the frying and cooking. Tiring siahh~ Hahaha, then halfway dear text me! AHAHAHA! woohooo~~ He came home fast! Yay*love* Haha, then was textinmg while frying halfway and dear sent me this message that made me laugh out loud and my finger got in touch with the pan. Owwww~ Pain. But its ok, haha. Just a small line. Lucky its not the oil splattering coz that was my phobia since I was young but I started to cook this year :D not gonna be scared of oil ever again. *I hope* HAHA, after frying dad called me Sri Lanka maid -.- Pffft~ Hahaha. Then he massage me as I was tired and I helped mum cook. Nyehehehe :p Woohooo, I want to eat! Ayah -'Thank you, rajin jugak anak ayah nari eh!' Hehehehe.

Anyway, I've been thinking about this in bed while looking through the past pictures and I'm surprised with how I have changed now. Omg, very surprised. Frm my baby years to the child years and then to the teenager years. I've also realised how stupid and foolish I was in the past years. With the people I hung around with during my primary school years, all were bad influence. But it has changed my life in my secondary school years. Eventhough I have only been in secondary life around a year, three months only. I've changed that much. Hanging around with most my chinese friends. Having them teaching me chinese and talking english with them to improve my english vocabularies. Having very fun times with them :D

Secondary one - Its almost like hell to me. I've always been wanting to change school during the start of the year. Hahaha *you should know why* But its normal to me anyway. It was such a stupid thing to make the first impression for the school. But who cares? I thought it was nothing. I kept having detentions, breaking the rules, personal bearing checks failed and almost didn't do my homework most of the time. All I ever think about was, 'its secondary school! why bother about these things?' But damn, I was so wrong when something happened.

Secondary two - I knew I had to change. The first three months went fine. Just fine, I passed my personal bearing checks, I didn't have detentions and I did most of my homeworks. It was way better than last year. Meeting someone who really had my heart melted out and always supporting me was my boyfriend. Then I have these couple of cliques whom I always talked to whenever I got my problems. And also someone whom I regard as my brother was a very kind guy. I met a joker who never failed to make me laugh. I'm a happy girl in sec two but I can't be that happy yet, mid year is coming and I have to study. Basketball was tough, I have to do what dear did to make me slimmer and so I'll have some muscles and not be a small wimp anymore.

Parents - They have been more unserstanding already. Mum have been supporting me and wanting me to tell her any problems with relationships and she has been buying things for me! My make-up stuffs. Omg, I love mum! Dad has been understanding how important we need to text people and talk to them. I'll just say they're the best!

Hmm, its a very long post today. I'll just stop, My stomach says it wants to eat chicken! Ok, lets go~~

Eunice - Hahaha, yeah~ Its a must to take pictures!

Qingwen - You always had the wron time in taking pictures~ Haha, but we will!!

Tammy - Hahaha, ok!

Vivian - Thanks! Hahaha, I won't :D

Kim - I'm not even pretty. I hate you more. Blehs :p

Emie - Hhaha :D Emieeeeeee~~

Eunice - Hi EWWT.

Eunice - I know why you understand. Haha, :p 'D D D!!'

Qingwen - I am relaxing. Hahaha.

Qingwen - I know. Wth -.- Hahah, sucks big time.

Eunice - Omg, you checked? I checked the school book you know~ Hahaha, he's fake.

Na -iyah - Haha, thanks. Who're you?

Emie - Tak baik sia. See lah, you get me addicted then I also buy~ Hahaha!

Eunice - Hahaha, you're not an idiot? My husband isn't an idiot. Huhuhu. Help me with what? Bloody ass, I told you already at the computer lab what! Hahaha :p

Qingwen = The most lamest thing. Omg, you're.. Hahahaha! Its ok! I don't take drugs!

Steffi - HAHA, what lah bimbo! Hahaha, number 6? Woohooo~ *bangs*

Rarah - haha, ok!

Rara - Bitch! Woohoooo~ miraatiqah.bs.com eh? Hahaha, nearly the same. Omg. cool~

Eunice - Hi wife<3

You're always making me laugh and smile towards the text you sent me making people look at me thinking I'm a crazy ass, I love you <3

The best.

2010-03-26T08:06:00.000-07:00

Today was the best day ever. Ever entirely for this month. Woohoohoo~ I was up late today but I wasn't angry at myself like how I would be everytime I woke up late. Hahaha, then dear's text was there :) Hyped me up more and I started to rush to meet Steffi. Met dear at the bus stop, he came eventhough he needs to cross the overhead bridge and it made him tired :x hehehe. Then went to the canteen and settled down there till assembly. Steffi was there too but she did her own things. Tsk~ Computer lab session wasn't fun at all. I did the work fast and I got to search the net but then saw something and it really changes my mood and I didn't want to play the computer anymore. So I helped Eunice with her work and went to meddle with Steffi and Qingwen. Haha, after that was Malay. I was sleepy and I sat at Fatin's place as I didn't want to sit alone today. But I find it very uncomfortable sitting in Fatin's place as the people surrounding talked too many malay and I'm not quite used to it yet-.- Should sit alone next time and reading my book~ Nyehehe. Went out early of class just to follow Fatin to the bookshop as she wanted to buy History things. Then went up to class and continued with History lesson. I brought my history book the first time since it was a new teacher and I didn't want to copy the chapters down. Woo~ Hahaha, recess time I got too see dear again~ I thought of sitting with Steffi and Ameer and work things out but Steffi went away to the basketball court to eat and Ameer dissapeared so I was left with Eunice and Qingwen. Dear came sitting down and then Qingwen and Eunice left. Talked to him and yeah, I believe him :D Three minutes before the bell rang, we dispersed to our own classrooms. I then remembered about my Maths book and ran up to 2N1 to borrow book. I was lucky I borrowed it or else, I would have to stand up for two whole periods. I understand my maths after Kevin and the teachers teached me. :D nyehehe. After maths, it was Literature. We had a test and it really twisted my brain. I can't even think properly and I kept building sandcastles in the air. Till it was the last ten minutes, I quickly flipped over the book Ameer gave me and find for the answers. Its a huge percentage that I'm going to fail :p I got to go through the poems once again. Then was released. Went to the basketball court and talked to dear again~ Woohoo. Yay! Then.. he went off. Xiaohui kept saying that she's jealous and kept bragging about Benjamin to me. Hahaha. Super cute! She, Jannah and Zainah thinks that my face looks similar to Shafiq's face saying we look like siblings. Nyahahah! Cool~ Then headed to SBC. It was super chaotic in the bus. I was listening to Steffi's music and I didn't join the chaos. Sang a birthday song to Ray. Hahah, reached SBC. I got angry at Xingjian as he ransacked my bag and kept disturbing me but he never fail to make me laugh :D Hahaha. Their match started at 4+ Then almost all the girls go crazy over this 'number 6 guy' in Sengkang sec. Woohoo, I love his hair :p Kept cheering for the boys but we cheered for the 'number 6 guy' too :D wahahaha. Then they won sengkang sec :) Shoot balls while waiting for the bus. Not elaborating on the 'number 6 guy' anymore. Haha, it was super duper chaotic in the bus. It seemed like a market. Even the bus driver got angry at us. Hahaha, but we don't even care and made noise. Haha, cz was playing with the iphone smashing people. Hahaha, funny. I laughed so hard at it. Then met dear at the bus stop again. Janna was there waiting for me to go with her to eat. Then I got scared at some part. Then went to the bus stop with Janna, dear and Hairi. Then waited for the bus, missed two buses and at the end board the bus with Ray, cz and Janna. Then said goodbye to dear. *shhhh* Then Janna and Ray was like, 'Durrahhhhhhhhhh!!' Hahaha, then Ray kept disturbing me in the bus. Tsk, so annoying. I was also super shocked when I got to know that Trisha is contacting Yienching also. HAHAHA. Then went to the library and ordered our food. Janna told her stories and I sympathized her and asked her to rush home with me. So we did. Rushed home straight, squeezed into the bus, then ran home. Hahaha, its almost like me having her problems. But its ok. Hahaha, then I was having my dinner and my parents talked to me about Diyana. If its true, I can't believe. But I hope its not :D Then followed them to pick Diyana up. I was in my school shirt. Hahaha, I brought my book along to read. Then dad asked me how I'm doing in school and he is surprised that I didn't get into detention. Hahaha, cool~ I'm a good daughter already! :D Hhahah, dad also told me I've unlimited sms already. Now I don't really need to bother about how much I text! Yaaaay~ Hahaha, I just need to control my calls. Hehehe^^. Fetched Diyana then home~ Woohooo. I'm super tired, Nightzzzzz~

; <3 dear.

Dearest ;

2010-03-25T06:58:00.000-07:00

Basketball has been tough. Jiayou C-divs :) Today's match was very crucial. It was scary but in the end, tears of joy just came out from our eyes. Ok enough with it. School - same old thing, mac'donalds then assembly. Malay then music and recess. I saw dear during recess. How happy am I. But he went away after awhile. Went back to class then packed our things and headed down to the basketball court. Enough about basketball..We're gonna strive our best :D Jiayou! <3 after the match, went to school. It was raining and I was shiverring. Then met dear outside the school. Thanks for the jacket, it really warmed me up (: Slacked awhile at 118 with Steffi,dear and his friend. Then Rara all that came along. Went off awhile later. Dear sent me to the busstop. Steffi and Kesh kept bragging about things in the bus. Wth-.- Hahaha. Ok cool~ Mum and Dad have decided on the holiday plans. Eunice, help me! WTH. ishhhhhhhh~ *stupid face* Nyhehehe.

[Does love have to ruin friendship?]

[Sex isn't a must when you're together.]

Those two were stuck in my head the whole time since it happens.

2 more hours. Time really flies huh? :D

Iloveyou.

Make me feel like I'm flying, forever.

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

2010-03-23T07:32:00.000-07:00

EMIE ASKED ME TO DO THIS QUIZ <3

1. First, are you straight?

- Depends.

2. Are you desperate for love?
- Why should I be?

3. What's the first physical feature that attracts you first in a guy?
- Eyelashes :O hahahaah.

4. In your opinion, what's the perfect date?
- Spend time together, talk about life and look at skies to relieve stress. Woohoo~~

5. Do you play hard-to-get?
- Hahaha, what do you think?

6. Would you go for the cute boy next door, or the handsome and charming romeo of your school?
- Cute boy next door :D

7. A nerd asks you out, and since you sort of like him, you agree. The problem is, some people are teasing you about saying yes. What do you do?
- Hahaha, why should I care about comments? Hahaha, I like him, go with him lah! :D

8. Would you prefer your guy to excel in studies or in sports?
-Studies is the best!

9. Do you believe in love at first sight?
- HAHA, Love at first sight are rubbish.

10. Do you think opposites do attract?
- Its better, rather than having the same attracting. BORING-.-

11.Choose 1: A guy who picks you up for school in a gorgeous car, or a guy who picks you up and walks.
- A guy who picks me up and walk~ WOOHOO. more sweeter! :D
12. Would you go for a dark, mysterious poet?
- Hmm, Idk.

13. You've just realised that your guy dislikes one of your fav bands! Your reaction?
- *COOL* People have different opinions.

14. You're allergic to his beloved pet! What do you do?
- I don't know. Tell him?

15. Loved and lost, or never loved at all?
- Loved and lost uhhhh~~

16. Would you stay with your guy if he loses his sight in an accident?
- Yeah~ :D

17. If your guy was good friends with his ex, would you trust him enough?
- Hmm, probably I would.

18. Dumped for who you are, or loved eternally for something that you aren't?
- Dumped :)

19. Would you pretend to be someone different if you thought that it'd make someone fall in love with you?
- No -.- Two faced, ew.

Here's the scenario: Your boy-next-door best friend is in love with you. He knows everything little thing about you, and sometimes he seems to know you better than you know yourself. However, you're in love with this gorgeous, charming guy who never fails to make you gush and sweep you off your feet. If you had to choose, who would you give up in order to stay with the other?
- Charming guy! The other guy knows me much better :D Rather lose love than friends <3
Describe the following features of your perfect guy:

21. Hair
- Nice but not neat.

22. Eyes
- Sparkly~~

23. Hands
- Warm with the perfect size?

24. Lips
- SEXY LIPS.

25. Voice
- Not too low~ Scary.

Describe your perfect guy's behaviour in the following scenarios:

26. You totally embarrassed yourself in public by falling flat on your face.
- Wipe of my face and laugh at me! :D

27. Someone insulted the way you dress.
- Him to not care and pull me to walk away.

28. You just had a fight with a close friend and you're upset.
- Listen to what happened then console me :)
29. Pervy dudes hitting on you, even when you told them to back off.
- Be with me and do anything not to make me scared.

30. You getting scolded or punished for something you didn't do?
- Depends.

♥Dearest.

2010-03-23T06:55:00.000-07:00

I had fun today. Woohoohoo~ I took a lot of pictures! Yay, jumpshots :D :D Went to school then Steffi wanted to wait for Shaufiq at the bus stop for fun -.- I don't know what is wrong with her but she wants to chat with him. So I was dragged to follow. Haha, then Shaufiq came 20 minutes after. School started well. PE was so tiring. I was sweating! After PE was science. Hmm, no confidence in science. I have to study~ Then english was next. English was ok. Partner work all the way. I only had three periods today and I brought my whole bulky file! It is super heavy! ): Shouldn't have brought it. Left the class at ten. Changed and eat! Then board the bus. The match was ok. Quite nervous at first. I hid myself -.- Nyeheheh. Match ended at one. Then in school, didn't go class! :D So played around in school. Running like hooligans. Hahaha. Then Atiqah kept chasing me and my butt got cramped! HAHAH, super embarrassing, I can't even stand up! wth ): HAHA, then Yuling held me. Walauuuuuu~ Suddenly, I turned around and saw him. I was shocked! :p Paiseehhhh~ I'm in the middle of my cramped butt! Hahaha, but cool~ I was hoping I could see him! :D It really cheered me up! Haha, then Steffi~ WOOHOO. Went to do music project after that.. under the block. NICE~ hahaha. Its weird to do projects under the block and it is music. But its ok. We really did it. Unbelievable. Then went to buy food and drinks. I ate alot! Omg, I can't get fat! Nonono. Ok, cool~ Then ate ice cream! WOOHOOO! :D:D:D Hmm, took pictures then home after that.

MY BODY IS ACHING! ): I'll ask ibu to urut me! Nyehehhe.

I LIKE THIS PICTURE. HAHA, OUR FACE ARE CONCENTRATING -.- WOOHOO, SO CUTE^^.

Three more days <3

Love you!

♥iloveyou.

2010-03-22T07:38:00.000-07:00

Oh man. I don't like this feeling of putting my phone far away from me, letting it go. Today, I got to meet up with Dear. School was so tiring, I had my headaches and I kept quiet with my stupid sick, suckish whatever face. I kept reading my book. I was so obsessed with it. Too bad, nyahaha. After school, went science lab. I had no mood. So tired. Then went mac after that to meet the other bball people. Then they did not even update us, wth. We waited like a bunch of dogs over there for hours. Then they asked us to go home. The best lah! Then got home, mum talked about bill and phones during dinner. I walked away knowing what they will say. Good luck for tomorrow's north-zone's.

Hmmm, I'm glad I have the greatest bf that understands. Thanks dear, I love you! <3

'WOOHOO' , 'SHUUDUP'

2010-03-20T08:07:00.000-07:00

GUESS WHAT, GUESS WHAT, GUESS WHAT?!

HE CAME BACK, HE CAME BACK!!

Ok, why am I so hyper? Anyway, I woke up the last. Like I always do. Hehhehe, the pig. Then got ready to go meet mum and eat. Chicken rice! Woohoo' Then went Arab Street to buy lining for this year Hari Raya. Omg, I love the colour! Yay, I'm just thinking of what design I should choose. Yabadabadooo~ Hahaha, weird. Then went home. Chatted with Emie, then she got me attracted to eating Famous Amos. I suddenly left my house with Diyana and rushed to Northpoint just to buy Famous Amos. On the way in the bus, Dear texted me! Aaaaaah~ Woo. I giggled like mad in the bus with everyone looking at me so wierdly. Diyana even asked me to stop giggling. My mood just brightened up and I became super crazy. Anyway, Famous Amos was so omg, nice and sweet~ Using my money, awww expensive! Tsk, then met Eunice and Din, walked around and Din left. Stand like idiots. Then I kept talking about Shafiq coming back already and Eunice gave me that stupid irritated face! Baaaahssss, I rather talk to myself talking to the mirror. That's better :D HAHA. But I got super hyper in Northpoint, talking mostly to myself, laughing. *BANG* Shoots my head. Woohoo. Then headed back home and went 852 to see Danial and Dahlia silat. Hahaha, Diyana wanted to see her cutestuff! -.- Eww. Hahaha, then went home. Ate my Famous Amos! It has dissapeard! Hahaha, in my stomach~ Woohoo, so big already! Hahahaha, Ok nice. Bitch, don't be sad ok? Sorry couldn't hear your stories till it finishes. Bahahaha, I want to sleep soon~ Byebye piggies.

I'm waiting!

2010-03-19T03:05:00.000-07:00

What do bitches really do when they get so bored at home?

Whatever you may say. I like it a lot. Me and Farah (plus some of Diyana,Sufi and Hariz), took almost 3200 pictures in an hour. Not that many to me anyway. But I had fun! <3 Anyway, I watched 'Santau' and 'Ninja Assassin' today. Santau was scary, I kept on jumping and jumping as I was shocked. So scary, I think I can't sleep :x Ninja Assassin was the best eventhough it was violence with a lot of blood. THERE IS RAIN! BI BI BI! :D woohoo~

My phone rang for messages. I kept thinking it was him having connections but no hope. Hahaha, nevermind~ He'll be back tomorrow. And I'm going Malaysia today or tommorow. Yay! Diyana has been bragging about shiesha for a long time! So irritating. Nyahaha. GUESS WHAT, GUESS WHAT?! MY GROUNDING ENDS TOMORROW! Ok cool! I'm talking to my 'nabeylah' HAHAHA, so wierd!

There was this 'Andy Tan' who added me on facebook and ask me whether I'm single or not. With the word 'baby' inside the question really get me so worked up! It states that he is in our school. Suckish much huh? I don't even know that guy. So lazy to entertain him. Thanks to Farah for spouting all the anger. Hahaha. Bloody Andy.

One more day!

Its all about you.

Imissyou!!

(Z)(L)(X)

2010-03-18T20:58:00.000-07:00

I want more chicken, I'm so hungry!! CHICKEN CHICKEN CHICKEN!

I'm still craving for subway cookies! I want mcflurry!

Dear is coming back tomorrow. Woohoohooooooo~~~!

I'm watching 'Date my ex'! It is super cool. Hahaha, Ok, so nice! All of them were super sweet. Manxszsz. Woohoo~ Ok I'm hungry hungry hungry. My stomach have been giving wierd sounds, Grumbling. Hahaha, but there's nothing to eat! ): Diyana was like, 'Durrah, its only a day and your face gives the dying face already.' I am dying. Nyehehehe. Will update later!

I MISS YOU!

Because you think so highly of yourself.

2010-03-18T08:19:00.000-07:00

I HATE SELFISH AND FICKLE-MINDED PEOPLE WHO ONLY THINKS ABOUT THEMSELVES!

'so what if I can't do this? I still can do that!'

DON'T EVER PLAN SOMETHING EVER AGAIN BECAUSE ITS NOT GOING TO HAPPEN, WITH YOU AROUND! ALWAYS CHANGING PLANS WHENEVER YOU LIKE JUST BECAUSE YOU WANT TO SPENT TIME WITH THAT PARTICULAR PERSON, LEAVING THE REST BEHIND! SO WHAT IF YOU CAN DO EITHER WAYS? EVEN IF YOU CAN GO OUT OR NOT, YOU STILL HAVE YOUR FRIENDS COMING OVER TO THE HOUSE SPENDING TIME WITH YOU. BUT HAVE YOU EVER THINK ABOUT PEOPLE WHOSE FRIENDS ARE AWAY, OUT OF TOWN AND THEY HAVE NO ONE TO SPEND TIME WITH AND MOST PROBABLY THEY WANT TO BE AWAY TOO? HAVE YOU? I DON'T THINK SO. BECAUSE ALL YOU EVER THINK ABOUT IS YOU, YOUR BOYFRIEND AND YOUR FRIENDS. EVEN IF YOU SEE YOUR BOYFRIEND TODAY, YOU WOULD WANT TO SEE HIM THE NEXT DAY AGAIN? CONSECUTIVELY THE FOLLOWING DAYS? SPENDING TIME WITH ONLY YOUR BOYFRIEND WHEN SOMEONE ELSE WANTS TO TALK ABOUT HERS AND RELIEVE HER STRESS OUT AND SPEND TIME WITH YOU! HAVE YOU EVER THINK ABOUT HOW SOMEONE DO THINGS SO FAST JUST FOR YOU? SHE CALLED SOMEONE TO SENT US OUT OF TOWN JUST BECAUSE WE COMPLAINED THAT SINGAPORE IS SO BORING AND WE WANT TO STAY OVER AT MALAYSIA. BUT HAVE YOU THOUGHT BACK HOW TIRING SHE CAN GET WHEN SHE CALLS UP SOMEONE IN THE MIDDLE OF HER WORK JUST FOR YOU? YOU DON'T RIGHT? BECAUSE YOU ONLY THINK ABOUT YOURSELF. SO WHAT IF YOU HAVE SOMETHING ON THE LAST MINUTE AND YOU ALREADY HAVE SOMETHING PLANNED? THE LAST MINUTE THING CAN GO FLY AWAY BECAUSE YOU HAVE PLANNED SOMETHING ALREADY. WHY ARE YOU ASKING YOUR FRIENDS AND BOYFRIEND TO COME OVER WHEN SHE SAYS WE CAN'T GO OUT? ITS EASY FOR YOU TO SAY THAT YOU ARE DOING YOUR BLOODY HOMEWORK. WHAT BLOODY STUPID HOMEWORK? HANKY PANKY-ING AROUND! I'M NOT GOING TO BRAG MUCH OK. BECAUSE I KNOW YOU ARE GOING TO READ THIS AND GET SO FIRED UP. I'M ALREADY ON FIRE, SEE HOW I REACT NOW. I CANNOT BLOODY LIVE WITH SOMEONE SO SELFISH, REALLY. I BET YOU KNOW HOW WELL MY ANGER AND WHEN I'LL SCREAM.

(just for the person I wrote for. Not including her bf and friends eventhough you are in too.)

Missing you.

2010-03-17T20:09:00.000-07:00

Aaaaah, Dear is on the way to PD! ): So sad, I will miss him! Hours of chatting on the phone with him and still not getting enough of it. Urgh, 3 days of not messaging him. I'll be heading to Malaysia and maybe be back by the time he comes back D: Aaaaaa, he just went, he just went! )': No one will entertain me then. Dear must come home faster! I miss you already! D: D: Manzssxsxzsz!! I can't really believe I'm saying this a lot of times, but I really do miss him a lot. He has not been sleeping last night chatting, talking to me coz I wanted to keep him entertained before he goes PD. Who am I going to complain my sadness, my anger and stuffs to? ): ): Its only 3 days durrah! (L) and I love his cute whispering voice. Hahahaha.

I skipped science today. I didn't have enough sleep. Ok, actually I was lazy and I'm going malaysia and whatever. And I had to do my music project today. Should I go? Its at Qingwen's house! I'm so lazy. Pig pig pig. All I want to do is Eat and sleep all the way, three consecutive day. Impossible :D I have not completed my english essay. I'm not even a smarty-pants. I have no confidence in myself. But maybe trying is not as bad as giving up right? Ok, I'm now confronting someone. Asking him to cheer up :D

You're always making every moment of mine magical even if you don't know it.

Thanks Dear! Loveeeeeee<3

YAY, (L)

2010-03-17T11:16:00.000-07:00

I'm sipping and drinking strong coffee. I'm still sleepy but I don't feel like sleeping yet since tomorrow I'll have nothing on plan besides doing my music project. Woohoo~ I don't usually like coffee. Infact I hated coffee, but I kind of like it now. So refreshing and nice! Drank coffee+milo and also a whole mug of strong coffee ice blended. Oh, so good! I'm watching tooth fairy now. Yeah, in the night. Haha, funny~ I'm so hyper! Diyana is so sleepy and I'm laughing at the tv. Ok, whatever it has ended. Now she's off to sleep and I'm entertaining my bonchet! :p Hahaha. I guess I can't get to sleep yet. Thanks coffee~! I'm still entertaining him. He does not want to admit that he's a pig. :@) Nyahahaha. Finefine~. Oh, I've been eating from just now. I wonder if I'll get so plum or fat? Oh no, got to go on a diet. I've been eating a lot of fast foods, oily foods. Eww, got to stop but its nice. I want more hotcakes pretty please! :D Ok, stop bragging about food. I need another mug of coffee! But there's no one to make it for me. I wish I had a coffee maker in my room. Oh, superb! I'm now on the phone with Shafiq and his friend. Nyahahahaha, super funny lah they all. Make me super hyper again! :D Woohooo~~!

♥ so fun.

2010-03-16T04:55:00.000-07:00

Thanks to Jordan, Steffi and Ryan for making my day! <3

Jordan keeps calling me short!

ANGMOH!

Cool~~

School and Training tomorrow! I have to eat! I'm craving for western food. Zomg! Will be buying subway cookies! Aaaaaah <3 <3 <3!!! Shit, I'm losing a lot of money. Can school come fast? I want my allowance! Mum owes me 20 bux. And I owe her 55 bux!! Warm up tee, 20 bux. Urgh, cannot live! I need to save up my money. Which means.. last western food I'll eat for this and next month?! Awwwww man!!! Nevermind, I'll just not eat today :x Arthur is so sweet, sacrificing. Manxsxszszs! :D K bye!

lazy.

2010-03-15T22:48:00.000-07:00

retarded. i'm so lazy. i don't have the mood. bye.

scws, you owe me something.

EUNICE - Thanks for spamming-.- HI, linked :D

VIVIAN - HI!

EUNICE- I don't have a picture of us.

SHALYN - hahaha, dah relink lah :D nyahaha.

EMIELIANA - Hi emie, thanks!

ALYSSA - haha, HI. ty :)

KIM - CHIOBUUUUUU. Thanks!

EUNICE - Yeah, we are! :D Okay, don't be too evil :) hahaha, You lah, made me cry. Bloody idiot! :p

Thanks for tagging lovelies.

*jordan says I'm cute. Hohohohoh.

LOVES.

2010-03-15T07:12:00.000-07:00

I HAD SUPER FUN TIMES TODAY. HEHEHEHE.

I have not been posting a proper post these few days. Hahaha, lazy :D Anyway, I had camp on the 8-11 March. Yes, I thought it will be boring. 4 days 3 nights. Firstly, I was complaining about how heavy my bag is and how boring camp can be as I'll miss a lot of people. Nyahaha. I'll stop bragging about it. Umm, after all, I think camp is fun. I kind of lost my voice, partly.

After camp, I went home and school back, very early coz I wanted to see him and I had my match. Yeah, you know. I saw Mira, hugged her. Woohoo, I saw my bitch first~ Hahaha, then saw him. Won't elaborate on what happened. -.- Then match, I wasn't in the mood to play. Didn't play a lot. Tsk! Then went back school. There was ole 1 campfire. Haha, i thought of not staying but I was super hungry and there was free food. DUH~ who would miss the chance? Its food. Hahaha. Then joined the campfire. We were like hooligans jumpung and screaming around. Even a teacher asks us to keep quiet as her ear drums are bursting but so what? Its a campfire, you're suppose to have fun and scream. Hahaha, I was so hyper. Yes, very. I lost some voice.

The next day was PTM. Hahaha, me and steffi went school at the right time. Yeah, thought of going late but changed our minds. Then I had my results. What the hell am I thinking of? History was an 'U'. The best subject ever, Urghs-.- I've got a C5 for geography which I think is quite bad. Tsk, need to work harder for Geog. But compared to last year term one, I deproved. A B4 for science, Art and DNT. hahahaaha, I deproved science by a mark compared from last year. A B3 for English, malay and Maths. Yeah, I could have done much more better for Maths and Malay as its a mark to A2. Urghhhh, Nothing can change after all. Literature, A2. hahaha, I improved from an 'U'. Hahaha. Okay, enough about marks. After getting my results, went down to the canteen to see him. Talked about marks then to the void deck. He skates, I watch -.- Hahah, then home~

Eunice went to my crib. Having fun bitching about people. HAHAHA, it really pisses me off talking about her. Heheh, then we decided to watch horror movies but I got so sick at it coz I kept shouting for no reason. Tsk~ Then met up with Shafiq, Asrf, Haikal and a don't know who. They skate. I and Eunice talked. Ameer come and joined us. He kept bragging to go up to my house. Urgh~ Then eventually we did. They still skate -.- Full time hobby. Then I dressed Ameer up. OMG, HE IS SO !!$#$^% FUCKING HOT. hahaha. Yeah, his hair, super nice. The way he dresses, just made me go gaga only for a while. Tsk! Even Eunice agrees. Hahahah. Then I decided to go to the concert. I wore my stupid simple clothes. Met up with Shawn. On the way, there were a bunch of AI people. Then I decided not to go already. From what I wear and from what they wear.. Its embarrasing. Hahahah :p Coz I know I'm not going for the concert. Hahaha. Reached RP, Ameer and Shawn went in. Me and Eunice find our way searching for Shafiq and people. So, walked around the park and saw my bitch~ Nyahahah. I feel so awkward. Even Eunice feels so awkward too :D hahaha, so we decided to do our own things. Zenneth and Rasydan came, we went up the hill. Zenneth and Rasydan went down the hill. Eunice and I were lying on the grass patch, listening to music, have a heart to heart talk, cry our lungs out and laugh, seeing the clouds forming shapes and also pointing out stars. Its my best ever time with Eunice. Hahaha, eventhough its quite embarrassing to be crying infront of her but she really don't mind. After all, we laughed. Then Mira and Shafiq came. Mira went down. Yeah, then spent time with him. Hmm, waited for Qingwen. THENNNNNNN, GO HOME~~

(Qingwen and Eunice: you all don't go around telling people horrrr. Tell Steffi for what? TSK! :P )

Saturday and Sunday. Hmm, cousins getting engaged. Spent time there. Actually we don't really spent time-.- SUPER BORED THERE. :x :x I video called with Shafiq at night. The best times. Hahaha, super cute and funny :D Nyahahahha. Plus his little brother and my two little siblings. Awww, SO CUTE. I saw his cat too :D woohoohoooo~~~

I HAD THE BEST MONDAY EVER TODAY. NYAHAHAHA, *YOU SHOULD KNOW WHY* HEHEHE. :P :P

I woke up early in the morning as I'm having my match. So I decided to go to Yishun alone. Yes very random. I don't usually go somewhere alone but I was in a super great happy mood. Then Steffi texted me asking me to meet her. Haha, I didn't turn her down. i was happily taking the bus to Woodlands to meet her. I waited super long and guess what, she's on the train to Yishun already. Haha, I laughed my way taking the train alone. Hahaha, then met them at Yishun. Hahaha, trained to Bishan. Hmm, match was okay. The players are super swaety so I don't dare go near them :p Smelly~ Nyahahaha. After match, went off to mac. Eat then trained home. I had to wait outside the house for minutes till my maid came and open the door for me as I had no key. I bathed, packed up then went to mum's workplace and then causeway point to meet Shafiq <3 Woohoo~~ Straight to the library. Had place to sit then there's someone who wanted to use the pluck, so we moved away. SO CONSIDERATE~ Then find a place to sit. He teaches me maths. More like he do it for me :p But I understand :D Then Steffi and Ameer came. They went to play laptop then we joined them a little later. Took a lot of candid photos. More of HIS candid photos :p See lah, dowan't take some moreeeeee :X Hahaha, then walked around causewaypoint and walked home with him. Woohoo, thanks dear! <3 Wanna get back to my phone. Talking to him :D Nyahaha, byebye **

TIME FLIES, I LOVE YOU.

woohoooohooooo.

2010-03-14T08:24:00.000-07:00

WEBCAMMING WITH SHAFIQ. WOOHOOOHOOOOO~~ HIS ADIK SUPER CUTE. I LIKE! HAHAHAA, SUPER FUNNY LAH. K HYPER. NYAHHAHAHAHAH.I'M SO LAZY TO BLOG. PIG PIG. K BYE LAH.

i love you.

tomorrow tomorrow~!!

You can never foget.

2010-03-12T07:34:00.000-08:00

GOODNIGHT.

THANKS EUNICE FOR MAKING MY DAY SO CHEERFUL.

eventhough we had our hearts to hearts talk and cried over it!

Hahaha, I LOVE YOU.

I'm so sleepy.

I love you!

I'm waiting.

2010-03-06T05:38:00.000-08:00

I hate today. It sucks. I have plans today but it was ruined. Damn it. I really have to shop tomorrow! Follow me, I have to shop for 27th! I feel like pulling my hair till it is bald. Weather is so suckish. Eventhough the fan was switched on, I still perspire. I only eat, nap, computer, eat, nap, computer, eat, nap, eat, nap! No wonder I'm gaining so much weight already! I'm having my M cramp. It is painful that I really rolled on the floor pressing my tummy in. Stupid cramps, maybe that will be my next excuse for not going camp. I have not even packed my camp things. I don't even have shorts. Why the hell don't they allow fbt's? Most of my shorts are running shorts anyway. I need to buy shorts tomorrow. But I want to head to town tomorrow! Its okay if I don't get to go town tomorrow. I can just go after camp or something ): But it means late shopping, lesser clothes but more money.

I waited for his messages yesterday and slept at one in the morning. No messages. I waited for today too. Only two, but it has a reason. I understand. I got to chat with him just now, only for three minutes. How I wish three minutes are long. I have to suffer for days or even weeks of not texting him. Fine..

Shaufiq cheered me up and I spilled all my problems to him. He rock! \m/

I am so dissapointed. Why promise me something if you know you're gonna break it. Screw you, see what I can do and you can't! :p Too bad I'm EVIL. hahaha. Serves you right.

Come to me whenever you need things but you'll go away ignoring me whenever I need it.

wake up.

2010-03-05T20:14:00.000-08:00

After weekends, Its dooms day!! ):

We'll be seperated for camp.

Aww,): ):

I am so not looking forward to it.

I am so pissed.

FVCK YOU!

You bitch, break promises.

I miss you lah gile!

Hey love.

2010-03-05T07:01:00.000-08:00

Been busy with schools. I don't know what's the outcome of my CA1. History is a no way I can pass. I kept failing every single tests. I am still okay with my malay. Just that I don't talk much malay and my malay drops. Zomg zomg. Should start talking proper malay. That will really sound wierd. Mansxsxzs. I rarely talk in class nowadays,right! Rarely but do talk too. Haha.

Basketball have been really tough. Yeah, with practising and trainings. I've been giving 90% of my attention till Northzones to basketball. But Mid year is going to come any sooner. ZOMG. I really need to study~ I can't be home that late as I was grounded. I can't go RR coz my cousin is coming over. What else? 22March, best of luck.

Should I go Orchard tomorrow? Cousin ask me to be her model. Omg, if there is little people, then I will. Coz I think I'm the youngest person there being a model-.- Urgh~ I wanna ask Fiqqy to come then I can take pictures with him but he got his soccer. Nevermind.

I love my crazy guy~

The best.

2010-03-02T05:51:00.000-08:00

I'm so lazy to post. But I just feel like it. Sorry Steffi if today ruined your day :x But it didn't right? Hmm, school? It was allright. My english, OMG. I must do better. Grr, I'm so dissapointed. Had fire drill just now. In the field, I'm like a roasted pork! What the hell. After school, straight to Causeway. Fiqqy was sad, asked him to come. After a while, Fiqqy came with Asrf and Haikal. Eunice and Ameer left. Went outside. Terrible~ But its okay. Its just the first time. Hahaha, my face spoiler siah. Asrf laughed at me cause my face was super scared and I was shivering. HAHA. Then I had my cramps. Super pain, I kept complaining to Steffi and she can't take my complains. HAHA, send her to interchange. Fiqqy followed, went cwp then interchange. I went with Diyana then Fiqqy, Asrf and Haikal home. Bought things at old woodlands. Then walked home from woodlands. Super tired.

I'm waiting for 27March to come fast!!!

SHAFIQ<3

The feeling of you and me.

2010-02-27T07:41:00.000-08:00

I just came back from Manjusri sec. Hahaha, i didn't play as I was sick and Steffi pulled me to go. She's so so so evil. I hate her. Hahaha, bimbo! -.- I was having some nausea kind of feeling and migranes. I keep vommiting at home. Thanks Steffi for having me to come though I'm sick and dying. Hahaha. But it was great coz I had fun. Met Steffi at Woodlands. K and V were there too. Me and S went to buy food to eat as I have not had my breakfast yet. Went Yishun to meet the rest. Then listened to music while talking to S. I suddenly tapped out of the station and rushed to the toilet to vomit. Then I went back in. Waste my money only~ Waited for A to come. Train to Eunos was long. I felt dizzy in the train. S passed me a plastic bag. Hahaha. Oh yes, there was this Ang Moh guy that me, F and S were so obsessed with! Zomg, so cute^^. Then when we alighted, we waved at them. Omgggg, gray eyes! <3 <3 Hahaha, bought drinks then bused to MJR sec. We're the first one to arrive. Haha. Coach bought a lot of drinks! :D I did some of my homework~ Then matches gone passed. I got angry at Steffi at the first match as she kept pulling my belt and my shorts tore. So I opened my belt and my shorts are super loose! But its okay, I tucked in my shirt anyway. Then took care of the score board while messaging Fiqqy<3 He's super cute~ Hahaha, I became the refferee for a while then I find it very difficult as I was messaging Fiqqy in the same time and I need to watch them play. So I gave up :D HAHA. Went our from MJR at four with Anzie and Steffi. The bus ride was long. It had an accident, a little bang with the taxi infront and then the bus driver and the taxi driver went out and stuffs. What else, impatient sia. Then I talked so loud, taking pictures and the people in the bus also agrees. :D Wah, sociable or what sia durrah! <3 Then we asked for directions for the bus. Steffi left me alone. Cool or what? I am not going for match next week! Leave me alone!! -.- Hahaha, I took the bus alone. I usually hates taking the bus alone coz there isn't anyone to entertain me. Shafiq has his soccer. Steffi called me then awhile later, put down. My music entertained me :) Lucky I brought it along. Hahaha. Then reached home. Went down to see Danial silat and Diyana's hot guy-.- Ayah wierd sia, sit like apek. Hahaha. Then eat :D Ayah talked about self-defence and stuffs. People get molested, got raped and stuffs. Then he hugged me and say,

'What are you going to do if someone hug you like this?'

'Kick their weakest point.'

'How? I hugged you and you're already struggling.'

'HEHEHEHE'

Crazy lahhhhh. Hahaha, actually true luh. Hahaha! -.- Then people doing silat, fot this minahs and mats. Mum, Diyana and me kept talking and gossiping about them. HAHAHA, 'tengok dari jauh dah macam mak orang!' Hahahahah. ANYWAY, I have another 100 messages left! I want to buy a prepaid~!! Need to get one ASAP. Urgh, I feel so sleepy right now. Going to sleeeeeeep~

GOODNIGHT!

Me love you!

Bimbo Friends Forever. Cheeers^^.

SHAFIQ<3

Cheeky,I love you.

2010-02-26T06:47:00.001-08:00

Since I am so free now and I have nothing to do,I'll blog. Yesterday was great. Eventhough I didn't get enough sleep as Danial was snoring all the way. But I love afternoon. Fiqqy! Omg, shhhh. He's the best! Yay Yay, I am so obsessed. LOVE LOVE! Steffi, you know :D hahaha. She's also obsessed. Kepo! Hahaha.Anyway, I'm super bored today. School was okay~ I saw him! In the day, sat with Vithi, Ganesh, Raziq, Haresh and Steffi. Hahaha, They're the best companion I can say :) Then studies are okay. Maths? Help me please! I can't cope. Omg omg. I'm going to pop out infront of Shafiq and ask me tutor me, I don't care! Hahaha. I really need a tutor. I can't seem to do problem sums. Maybe I can't understand what the question wants. But still, I won't give up. I'm striving my best! :D YAY.

History test, Omg. I won't be surprise if I fail. What is propaganda? Zomg! I wrote my source based questions super long! Coz I thought it was structured essay questions. Oopsy daisy :x I'll learn history. I must. My table has a cover and I am so gonna paste pictures. Pictures of you! :D

I'm waiting for a day to come when I'll be happy boasting around to people making them go shocked. I envy seeing people going around in school with their bf/gf, spending time together, laughters and happiness. I so envy XiaoHui and Benjamin together. They're such a sweet couple. Eventhough Xiaohui never did confessed the word 'I love you' to him. I love looking at people falling in love and looking at their love ones with thier oh-so-cute eyes sparkling. Hahaha. Ahhh! Then when they talked about their bf/gf and we are there listening to it. Feeling the urge to scream out loud. Haha, why am I babbling about love anyway? Hahaha!

Steffi, stop your very huge ego man~ hahaha. Pity Debra :D It won't be for long anyway. I'm your everyday victim, I know how she feels. Hahaha. You ego is super huge! :D But I love you still you stupid bimbo! Hahaha. I talked to her on the phone super long today. Jia Wei joined in too! Hahaha, so addicted to his name. Zomg. He keeps 'Ehh, call me back,pleaseeeeee!' or or 'Eh come down woodlands lah!' Then I kept, 'Eh, you want me die ah?' And Steffi and Jia wei will say, 'You're not even dead yet-.-' Grrrr. Super cute lah. And I kept laughing and screaming on the phone. Even my ears can't take my screams. Hahaha, I kept talking about 'SS' shouting. Omggg, he's super cool, I love him.

Shafiq has been skating and injuring himself ): I'm dragging him on Wednesday if he's still not okay with his injuries! Omg, I am so obsessed with his voice!!! Melts melts. We made a promise to each other! Cross our hearts. Hahaha. He's now in Malaysia and there isn't any connections. Haha, Aaaaah! He's super sweet!

I LOVE SHAFIQ!!

(Z)(L)(X)

2010-02-25T06:44:00.000-08:00

I didn't update for six days ONLY. I can go further than that. I don't even feel like I miss blogging anyway~

I have to buck up on my studies. No playing of computers unless its a valid reason. Of course I can't do that. Duh. Anyway, I've been paying attention in class lately. I understand some of Maths, Thanks to XuXin. My malay is dropping. I need a tutor for Malay. Omg, it is so embarrassing to know you're a malay and you failed it! Whatever it is, I have to buck up. English, I have to study. I have to talk more english to my friends. I have been talking to Fiqqy in English too. Hahaha.

That guy? ^^. He's the best! :D Always cheering me up whenever I'm down. He never fails to make me laugh. Entertaining me whenever I'm alone. He makes me melt everytime. When he smiles at me, it brightened me up. It can't be expressed to words anyway. But,

I love you! <3

YAY YAY YAY.

2010-02-19T22:51:00.001-08:00

I'm putting a fake smile this past three days. I'm not feeling well. People might think I'm okay already but I'm not. Well, no one can cheer me up. Maybe putting on a fake smile is the best. I told you my life is being more and more terrible, suckier, whatever you may call it as long as it is describing very bad. I'm grounded for a month. I'm only getting my so-called-freedom on the 20th of March. I cannot even imagine what is going to happen with my life! ):

See this pretty lady? ^^. Haha, she came to my crib in the afternoon when dad was talking to us. She came at the right time. Went in the room, then put on Farah's nail polish~ Omg, I love it. Colourful~! I put on the make up for her :D HAHAHA.

See what I do at home. Haha, told ya I love taking pictures of my own self :D HAHAHA. Its nearly 1000! :) Nyahahaha, woo~~ See, I told ya!!

Anyway, FIQ!! Monday okay! Its a must! :D (L) YOU.

dear steffi,

2010-02-19T19:21:00.000-08:00

DEAREST STEFFI,
youre my bestbest friend in the whole world .
no one could ever replace you .
ILOVEYOU ALLOOOTTTT
youre the freaking BEST !
xoxo ,
durrah

DEAR DURRAH,
THANKS ALOTT !
im so touched at the fact tht i wrote tht to myself !
HAHA okay its actually th other way round , lets start overrrrr

dearest durrah atiqah binte umar ,
we have been best friends for almost a year and a half and ILOVEYOU
you are the only one that can make me angry in seconds , at the same time
you dont take loong to make me laugh
you are a unique person with a HUGE EGO , but thats okay
hhaahaa see i so sweeett ^^*winkwink *
xoxo ,
steffi cheong wai san

I (L) You

2010-02-19T06:17:00.000-08:00

Life do sucks huh? But my friends are around with me and makes it better! :D I can say my friends are the best, the one that makes me really happy. The ones that always hyped me up are friends anyway. Haha, I am not elaborating more about lessons in school~ Basketball, warm-up tees and jerseys. Umm, more clothes for bball. Money coming out a lot already~ ): My messages have exceeded long long ago. I bet I'll get scoldings from both my parents! Omgggg, nevermind. Maybe prepaid is much more better. I should change to prepaid so I can teach myself to keep messages! I can't message a lot of people now ): Sad, so anything ring me up~

After basketball, talked on the phone with Shah. Sorry if I was in a rush to put down ): Mum bought for me a new wallet. I thought she's going candlelight dinner with Dad, but they came home quite early. I'm lucky I was sleeping when mum and dad scolded Diyana coz of her bills. But I

I'm gonna get one too when mine comes :p

Tags:

Naia : HAHA, eh? You know me? Omg! HAHA, :D Nyah, last long.

Shah : HAHAHA, yeah! Life-.- gotta move on. I've got you? HAHAHA, are you serious? Cool~~ Hahaha, LOVE.

Qingwen - HAHAHA :D Thanks lah :)

Shaufiq - HAHA, happy lah. HAHAHA. you're welcomeeeeeee~!

Stupid.

2010-02-18T17:00:00.000-08:00

In the comp lab having lesson. I didn't post for two days and a lot of things happened. I hate it, It sucks. More days passed, more bad lucks. Gotta admit that it isn't really what I wanted ): I've been so stressed in school and home. School, with homeworks and the topics I don't understand at all. Home, urgh.. Danial and Dahlia kept shouting whenever I'm studying and I can't even concentrate, even when I close the door shut. I'm frustrated with people. I don't know why. Okay, maybe not frustrated with people. Maybe its just frustrated with how I am with people. Big difference. And I have not been that great with friends surrounding me.
Thanks to Rudy and Steffi for cheering me up yesterday coz I wasn't in the mood to talk. :) And I didn't reply Rudy. Sorry.

Tags :
Rara - ehhhhh? HAHA, you always liddat :p Haven't finish your sentence. HAHAHAHA.
Emie - Hahaha, okay.
Haikal - HAHAHA, welcomeee :D
Rarah - HAHA, kay soon :D
Special friend - He's not gonna hate you, Relax :D Nyahaha, I'm here! HAHA, LOVE <3
Steffi - HAHA, THANK YOUUUUUUUU <3
Shaufiq - HIII JOKER! OMG, YOU FINALLY TAGGED!!!

H? N, Y! N, N, N!!!

2010-02-17T06:52:00.000-08:00

I feel so (...)

SHAH - Thanks thanks thanks thanks! I love your pretty, cute pink card! Esp the file~ <3 So sweeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeetttt~~~~ Me(L)you special friend.

FIQQY - Me(L)you, I like it~~ <3 THANKS.

SHAUFIQ - Thanks for cheering me up, hyper guy!! :D

RUDY - haha, Panda boss! :)

I feel so stupid. I don't know why.I can't even cheer Shah up ): Even steffi! ): I'm a big Loser. I am one. Pft, I don't know what I should do. Mannnnnnnn.

I feel so guilty for not cheering up my two friends too ):

I'm a BIG BIG BIG LOSERRRRRRRRRRRR!!

i dun have much time left. Gotta rush my homework! :x

No mac tmrrrrrr? I miss mac!!

byebyebyebyebye! <3

You S.

2010-02-16T06:37:00.000-08:00

I changed my blogskin just for awhile.

For Haikal! Sweet tak? -.0

Tsk, since he's like asking me to change every single time~~

Hahaha, NAH! Skejap je tau! :D

Nyahahaha, Update later on. Byebye! (L)

Lots of Luvvvvvvvvvvv.

2010-02-15T07:31:00.000-08:00

Raaaaaa, jealous tak? ^^

Hahahaha.

Today was absolutely fun and I love it~~ Firstly, I dun like the feeling of becoming a stupid lamppost in between Diyana and Sufi. Yeah, since they're together and I'm alone. I feel so stupid. They had their time alone and ignored me. Cool or what? -.- Yes, and then I texted Fiqqy up :D Woo, he straight away replied saying he's coming coz he pity me being a lamppost! Sweet right? Hahaha. Omggggg. Haha. Then went to the toilet, saw Endra, Sufiyan and Hairi. Walked back. I could say that I'm left all alone at the beach while waiting for Fiqqy to come. Haha, then when he came with his cousin, it was really weird I swear. Haha, I don't know why but yes~ HAHAHA. Then he went off. Sat with Fiqqy, he gave me somethingggg. Awww, I love the card! So cuteeeee~~ I kept smiling and laughing~ Awwwww~!!!! HAHAAH, I love it manxsxs. MELTSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS, Thanks Fiqqyyyyyyyyy <3 Then Hairi, Endra, Emie, *Cute lil-girl =idk who* came. Endra ate pringles and drank water -.- They went off. Fiqqy and I went walking around the park. Went to the bus stop sice Fiqqy wants to see his friends and cousin. :D Hahaha. Dina came then Fiq was so anti-social! :p Hahaha, then walked arounddddddd~~ Talked to Fiq on why he's being so anti-social to Dina. Kept asking him to say 'Hi' to Dina. Hahahahah. :D :D Then walked around~~ Bang-LA's kept staring then Fiqqy stared back! HAHAHAHA, :) Took pictures, walked~~ Then took pictures with Emie, Dina, Hairi and Endra. Emieeeeee, I want the pictures!! HEH :D Walked back and sat down. Packed things up then went to the bus stop. I was sleepy and I was dozing off soon but I can't -.- Hahaha, then Fiqqqy went MRT station. Diyana, Sufi and I board the bus. Causewaypoint to meet Farah. Ate at mac'd. Homeeeeee~~ Currently chatting with Rudy, Haikal M, My bitch :D and Shaufiqqqqqqqq the best! <3 yay.

Fiqqy, thanks for the card and the gum (L)Must eat your medicine or else I'm gonna nag at you like your Mum! :D Get well soon <3

Rudy my PANDA BOSS-.- hahaha. He loves entertaining my nonsense! Cool right? ^^

Shaufiq, the best joker ever. Omg, always make my day! Thanks guy!! :D

Miraaaaaa, HAHAHA. :D my only bitch! Woo, love YC more ): HAHAHAHAH <3

Tags :

Eyrah NVSS : Hahahah, sure soon! :D hahaha. oh-durrah@hotmail.com

Mariko : Idk, he/she wants proof maybe? -.- Retards. Hahaha, my twitter is dead.

Steffi : Shhhhhh~~~ HAHAAHAH. No wonder they didn't win huh? Ang Bao Na Lai!!

Jana - Linked :D

Vivian - Thanks.

Dyana - Thanks.

Kim - hahahah, Thanks :)

Qingwen - Happy Valentine's day to you tooo :D

Rara - ahahhha, Yeahhhh<3

Euinice - Stop it. Cock -.-

Passerby -??

Fatynkeycohrable - Hahaha, thanks pretty~ <3

Sufia - Thanks :)

Rara - HAHAHAHA, ahyerrr. The cousin uh? Who is it? I don't know his cousin. HHAHA. Awwww~ I know, sweet right? -.- Too bad you love YC more-.- Pft!! HAHAHAHAHA.

Suria - HAHAHAH, :D :D kan cool~ HAHAHA, belly?

Woooo, ok byebye. I(L)you.

EVIL TWIN

2010-02-15T03:57:00.000-08:00

HELLO! i have posted on my own blog and i still feel like postin so yeahhh !
hahahaaa, WOMAN ! IMISSYOU ): CNY NV MEET ME D:
evilevilevil . tsktsk ,
hahahaa rmb uh we still hav a double date to attend babe !
XOXO !

steffi ^^

Sleep tight.

2010-02-14T08:30:00.000-08:00

HAHA, cute right he? ^^ Kan Suria kan? :D Nyahahahha, YOURS!! hahaha.

Many things happened today. Bad and good ones. Pasir Ris Park just now. Danish and Darwisyh tagged along. As well as their family~ Nyhahaha, so just sat over there played with the D's. Haha, cute~~ Then carried him around. All eyes looking, thinking it was my son and I'm married! I don't even look like one-.- Nyahahhaha, dad said I'm a single parent. Tsk~ Busted right? Haha, then I went internet using my phone~ Message Fiqqy~ Got back home, online~ Woo. I chatted with a lot of people today.

Mira, Shaufiq, Asrf, Haikal M, Rudy, Effendy.

I find that a lot coz they really are talkative.

Thanks to the people who wished me a valentine's day! :D

Mira, Haikal K, Eunice, Debra, Vivian, Zenneth, Ameer, Haikal M, Shaufiq and Steffi.

Oh yeah, Shaufiq has been a great help :D He hyped me up today! :) I feel so great but he's so sad ): Nvm, cheer up Shaufiq! You;re the best and yes laaaahh, I miss you tooooo, MY only joker~~!

I'm gonna meet Fiqqy today! HAHAHA, Gonna be a lamp post too sice Diyana and Sufi is having their own privacy, I'll just sleep at Semb :D nyahahhahaha. Maybe I should do my homework there! HAHAHA.

I can't believe what Trisha told me that afternoon. Who would believe? ):

And what Haikal M told me. ): Haiyahhh.

Rudy has been calling me panda! Nyahaha. He had been entertaining my nonsence :D hahha :)

Goodnight Lovelies.

Doll~

2010-02-13T23:32:00.000-08:00

Happy Valentine's Day sweethearts<3

And to Chinese friends, Happy Chinese New Year :D

Today was such a bore. I couldn't meet Fiqqy up coz mum kept saying she wanted to go out but didn't know where and when-.- So told Fiqqy I could probably be out when he comes. Sorry (L).

Tomorrow, I thought of going bowling. With Fiqqy, Nikkie and Steffi. But the bowling centre probably will be closed ): Thought of making it up for today with Fiqqy. But I will try~ Lets go Yishun Park. I wanna play with the swings! :D Or maybe I'll be going Steffi's house to bake then we can go shoot some balls together!

The thoughts of sleeping is in my head wandering around. I closed my eyes, in ten seconds. Then mum's voice were raised. "Lets go to the park!" And in my head I said, "Aw man, I was just heading to sleep! I just slept for ten seconds!! Why now?" Bad timing. East Coast Park? -.- I wanna go to an ice-cream restaurant! I want eat ice-creams, cry ice-creams, vomit ice-creams! I didn't eat anything today. I'm on a diet, that's what I'll think of when I'm hungry.

I'm going to change right now~ Should I doll myself up today? I feel so lazy to even touch my hair. What's wrong with me anyway? I have to be hyper. Anyone to hype me up? ): ):

I miss Shah, come back lah special friend~! Pfft.

Fiqqy, I miss you already! Try meeting tomorrow okay? Sorry couldn't meet today :(

Bitchy bitchy BITCH :D

2010-02-13T07:24:00.000-08:00

MY BITCH IS SO OBSESSED WITH YC.

I'M GONNA KILL THAT

GUY~ NYAHAHAHA, FAKE FAKE

ONLYYYYYYY~~

HAHAHA, i nothing to update but

my bitch ask me update coz I ask

her to! Hahaha, nahhhh. You read

sampai puas je kay? Update sikit

pon jadi per, same update jgak~

-.- Nyahahahha, me love you

BITCH.

M Y.

2010-02-13T04:35:00.000-08:00

Awwww, so sad~ ): My messages have exceeded!! D: Now no more messaging unless important. My siblings wanted to go swimming tomorrow but I can't swim tomorrow! Stupid, come this week for what?!See lah, now I cannot swim~ But Fiqqy wanted to meet me tomorrow. I don't know for what and why. Anyway, not confirm can meet anot. Don't know whether we're going out. But if I accompany then swimming, what can I do? See them swim and get jealous? -.- Pffft~ I'd rather take Danish and babysit him! :D Today was oh-so-boring coz I was oh-so-sleepy. Went Sengkang Park. Dad wanted to go fishing, prawning, whatever. Danish and Darwisyh came too :D Darwisyh cried alot~ But I love Danish!! :) Went mac with Danish and Diyana. Then home~

YAY, see this phone^^. Dad give me use it :D Nyahaha!! But I am not gonna use it permanently! :p Hahaha.
I can go internet already~ Hahaha! Cool~
Dad knew my e-mail. He checked then got 'Tagged'.

Dad - Meet me?
Me - Haha, tagged uh~
Dad - Oh, tengok orang nak kenal kenal ngn adek eh?
Me - Haha, tak de lah. Bukannye adek nak :D
Dad - Ye lah tu~
Me - Tak caye eh?
Dad - Eh? Sape ni asrf? Asal bagi luv?
Me - Kawan lah ayah.
Dad - Sukeee ehhhh?
Me - Eeeh, mane ade!! -.-

Retarded~ HAHAHA.
Shah had gone overseas. ): SAD. He gave me a very sweet message that made my jaws wide open and my eyes sparkling reading it. Have fun there, SHAH (L)

I cannot message Fiqqy ): Stupid messages exceeded~ D: (L) you.

I'm gonna go help my sister take care of Danish since he is goinna sleep here today! :D

L you,

2010-02-12T06:32:00.000-08:00

Today was fun, and I like it alot~ Chinese New Year cum advanced Valentine's Day. HAHAHHA, cute kan Raaaaaaa?^^ Hahahahah, kay lah! Yours also cute~ Shhhhh. HAHAHA. Haha, S went to my crib and changed. Q met us and cabbed to school. Straight away in class, took pictures~ Saw Fiqqy~ Took pictures with him!!! :D Then went hall~ The sad thing was, I can't see the people I want to see): Anyway, I still had fun~ :D CNY concert? I love it! :D But it was too short-.- CNY decorations, we won first place! HAHA, :D Nyaaah, thanks to the hard work lah :) Went back to class, fiqqy came~ I gave him V'day pressies! Then he gave me the guy strap but that was after he knew what was inside :D Hahaha, screw the sec one people who is so kepo to know what I gave Fiqqy!! Tsk~ Nothing better to do! -.- Then went Northpoint eat subway! :D YAY, i love~ Then to Safra. Wanted to play pool, but then U-forms aren't allowed. So I wanted to meet Fiqqy up :) Called him up and ask him to meet! :D Then I was wearing cheongsam the whole half day and decided to go and change. I went E's house. I can wear her super duper extra small clothes and shorts :D Nyahahaha.E's grandma was SUPER cute! I like~ Haha, then went Yishun Park. Swing! :D There was monkey. Then Fiqqy came with Haikal and Asrf. They skated~~ Fiqqy bought water for us! So sweet :D But we didn't drink it up as we feel very guilty without any reasons-.- Then A, S and I had a bet. Since A dared us to give lollipops to the guys and if they don't take it, $2. Haha, of course its a waste if we didn't do it right? So first gave Haikal since he's the nearest. Forced him to take the lollipop coz he insisted-.- hahaha. Then A says it was cheating. A wanted lollipops too. Gave him the whole bunch for vday-.- I gave Haikal too again. And gave one to Fiqqy coz I didn't have the whole bunch for him~ But he insisted a lot of times~ But still at the end, he gave up :D Went home around four. After that went BTP to eat since it was my cuz birthday. I don't really stuff the nice food in my mouth since I'm not having my mood. Home~ Fiqqy called but I insisted on putting down as I feel so awkward. Not knowing why~ Ok night!

<3 you.

YOU,

2010-02-10T07:49:00.000-08:00

 ): So saddddddddd.

Ah, i cannot message anymore! 900 already! ): Go die lah, I want buy prepaid! Oh, ayah got his blackberry! Tsk, I thought of getting it then he got it first! Jealous sia! Nevermind, wait till a new, more better phone comes up! I have been paying attention during maths class. Surprisingly, yes! :D I did maths test but insufficient time! Oh yes, today? School okay uh. After school, home straight. Eat then sleep! :D Bath, steffi called me up. Rushed to the bus stop. S took the wrong bus! -.- Waste my time running only! HAHA, went to buy v'day pressies and Anzie's birthday present! :)Then S went home. Waited for D for two hours! Stupid right? Then after two hours of waiting, D came with F. Then went Yishun. 117, gave Anzie present. Then wanted to slack for awhile~ So called Fiqqy up! Ask him come meet! Haha, rinduuuu laaa~~~ HAHA, then went Khatib. Bunch of ITE guys look look. Cocok mate! :p Then ask for number, shoo ah! Cium pantat babi! :D Nyahahaha. Then Fiqqy cameeee~ Hahaha, sit sit at mac. Then F and D bully. Bought food for them. Thanks eh Fiq~! Aku yang blanje, bagos! Then talked and eat. Walked to mrt station. Goodbye! :D Ten already sia! HAHA, then got this fat minahrep. Who wears so ... Hahhaha! got pictures! Lazy to post today! :D Nyahahaha! Lucky Fiq got time, If not I would have ended up at home super early. Okay, i want to go to sleep~ I'll be baking on Saturday~ :D woooooo~ GOODNIGHT! 

Wooo, I had a great time :D

eightdays.

2010-02-07T00:16:00.000-08:00

Today was such a bore. I thought of going Bugis,but no one was there to accompany. ): I want to buy dresses. I'm at home, rotting. Yes, at least I did some of my homework. I know what I ca give for v'day! Nyah, yay! Three cheers :D

Anyway, since I have not been replying my tags, i'll do it now :)
Zulfattah hello
-Hi zul.

Shalyn relink laaaaaaaaaaah!
-Haha, nanti jer lah, -.-

EUNICE! catch more grasshoppers next time.
-Count me out, itchy.

DIYANA EH BALLS. hahaha. i like the guest. hehehehehe!
-shhhhh.

shalyn THIS IS THE LIK. sorry previous nye salah!
-Hah, k.

Firzanah Durrah I'm sorie abt ehm ehm...U know wad i mean ahr...BTW sorie x100000000
-Pfft, its okay :D

passerby are you attached ?
-No-.-

Mariko YOU TAGGED MY BLOG? haha!
-Is there another Durrah that you know? =.- Of course its me lah :D

shaufiq!! haha!well said my producing friend!prove it then!haha!and how come you came out with so many nicknames for me?
-Nyahahahh,I've proven it :D Cause everyday there's a nickname waiting for you and it really does resembles you-.-

Fatin surprisingly, your blog isnt private. ahahah, tagged (:
-Nyaaah, I know. HAHAH.

Vivian Hello babe ! link me up
-HAHA, soon lah.

SiHui Passed by tagged ;]
-Thanks.

ChIhAn hello marrah!
-shhhhhh, Pamchi.

Euniceee! Hiiiiiiiii!
-HIIIIIIIIIIII.

Steffi oh pulleess durrah the secret between you and xj is no secret lurr ! i know it *winkwink* haha prepare to be ____ girlf for a DAYYY
-I know, haha. But only you knows about it. Its over anyway. HAHAHA. :D

DIYANA OI, skali your fake boyf say "can you be my valentines" eh. HAHAHAHHA! okay per. HAHA.
-SHHH, fat hope lah crazy.

Faraaaaaaah! Hah , "look down" Hahahahha , betolbetol say your KAKAK TAK GUNE Hahahahah , will S be yours ? ahahhaha
-HAHAH, eh? Betol? Tak de lah! -.- Tsk~

steff! HAHAA ! durrah fat hope the only one that would say would you b my valentine is me and qingwen dee siao-ing yo u
-Whateverrrrrr. Hahahaha. I know lah actually.

Vivian DURRAH !! link me up hahas ,
- okay -.-

QINGWEN! TOTALLY AGREE WITH STEFFI!
- okay, fine.

Kim HAHAHA! Didn't know you were close to Fiq. Tagged anyway
-HHAHAHA! Thanks.

rarah Eyyo durrah, tagged & link ok. Aniwae nice blog!! Stae pweety alwaes uh
-Hahaha, thanks.

Rara! HAHA! Cool kan my PM 0.o My YC cute kan? Diam uh Durraaaaaah,Raaa nye tetap cute luh kay! *imitating*
Rara! she's taking your fake boyfriend, she's taking my ex-boyfriend, which is now my guyfriend, NAK REMBAT PE!? Hahaha *minahrep alert!!* LOLOLOL~
-Replied at blog <3 HAHAHAH!

Nurra Durrah!
-Hiiii nurraaaaaaa!!

Rynee , DURRAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH ! haha , yesss ?
-Nothing uhhh, :D

FARAAAAAAAAAAAAAH!!! HAHAHAHAHAHAH , funny laa that somebody tag you. ahahahahhaahahh
-HAHAH, who uhhhh?

NOREEN Pretty , tagged ! ;D
-HAHA, thanks pretty.

CHIHAN! HELLO AHMAH! TAGGED!
-GRANDCHILD! :D

steffi LOSARRRRRR
- i am not you bigger loser.

Rara! *****, im here (: anything the prob? Anyway, 0.o admirer! Hahaha.
-HAHHA, bitch! Hi hi hi! :D nothing~ HAHA, yeah. Admirer! Shh, tak lebehhhh~

passerby you are not a chinese
-Tsk? Haha, how'd you know? You dun even know what my parent's blood is. Oh, do you even know me that well-.- I'm half.

Done done done, I'm thinking of putting my blog to private again.

Admirer, me like you.

2010-02-06T08:00:00.000-08:00

Today was prawning day.

Yeah,I didn't take a lot of pictures as my face without make-up looks

H-O-R-R-I-B-L-E.

Mum got her pay, she have me money.

:D Hah. I like~

Love youuuuuuu.

Yes, you can tell by the pictures right?

Nabihah stayed over.

We wanted to open a fashion blog.

It was her idea and yes, I love it.

Extremely.

Shah? He's my special friend. Believe it or not.

Where's my Bitch? :D

Admire~

DURRAHATIQAH<3

its you

Boo.

Abdul Ameer.

Bah!

M

♥SHS.

_|_

Holiday.

BOOOOYAHHHH.

♥♥♥

SM.

M.

byebye.

Airplanes.

w~

FATS!

Bimbo forever friends.

randoms.

screaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaam.

Lets die.

*ggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrr*

_|_ shuddup.

D's.

sheeeeeeezzz.

Times together.

right now,

Bestest.

Shape it up.

D:

Bum.

I'm poor.

Poof

Bimbos

Ups and downs

mothers.

Downgraded

Kill me.

fishes.

Goodbye.

CHEEEEEESE!

study dayyy

Left?

*rolls down*

Coz you make it miserable.

Misses.

throaaaaat~!

Lovessssss.

The way it goes.

Dates are the best!

Love you.

Yipeeeeee.

Without you.

suck.

Stupid bitch.

I NEED A NEW MEMORY CARD!

Its all about you.

The best.

Dearest ;

♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥

♥Dearest.

♥iloveyou.

'WOOHOO' , 'SHUUDUP'

I'm waiting!

(Z)(L)(X)

Because you think so highly of yourself.

Missing you.

YAY, (L)

♥ so fun.

lazy.

LOVES.

woohoooohooooo.

You can never foget.

I'm waiting.

wake up.

Hey love.

The best.

The feeling of you and me.

Cheeky,I love you.

(Z)(L)(X)

ggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrr

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